Another stressful day
Today has been very stressful.
First there was my return to work interview which I was terrified about - but my boss has continued to be awesome. He was all "we're glad to see you back, we didn't know you were so ill" and asking me how i was, assuring me the dept will do everything they can to assist. Ultimately, we both have the same goal - me healthy and working.
Then there was the therapy appointment. There's something about this woman that I like and trust and wow, she managed to root out some very long repressed stuff from the time my daddy died and it's... interesting to be able to see through my adult eyes what i was feeling back then. It's still just as painful, even though I understand it more. Although... heh... apparently those issues were just buried and are still very much... an issue. There was all the tears, I pinched my hand so badly it bled, and I am completely and utterly shattered.
I was going to make myself an Irish Stew but I'm so drained I don't think I have the energy. I'm thinking I'm just going to flop here for a while and maybe press play on something pretty. A medicinal Daniel Jackson, maybe.
First there was my return to work interview which I was terrified about - but my boss has continued to be awesome. He was all "we're glad to see you back, we didn't know you were so ill" and asking me how i was, assuring me the dept will do everything they can to assist. Ultimately, we both have the same goal - me healthy and working.
Then there was the therapy appointment. There's something about this woman that I like and trust and wow, she managed to root out some very long repressed stuff from the time my daddy died and it's... interesting to be able to see through my adult eyes what i was feeling back then. It's still just as painful, even though I understand it more. Although... heh... apparently those issues were just buried and are still very much... an issue. There was all the tears, I pinched my hand so badly it bled, and I am completely and utterly shattered.
I was going to make myself an Irish Stew but I'm so drained I don't think I have the energy. I'm thinking I'm just going to flop here for a while and maybe press play on something pretty. A medicinal Daniel Jackson, maybe.