A rainy Saturday
It's been a weird weird week. I've been tired, so very tired and sleeping a ridiculous amount. I've been faking 'ok' all week and of course that's exhausting and there's been tears and stress and falling apart of an evening. And then, yesterday, I was starting to feel better - I even posted on FB and twitter that Think I'm coming out the other side of the couple of bad days - i'm sleeping better, feeling rested and much more llama like :)
but then I discovered something with the cash count that could be an epic problem and, even though it's actually nothing to do with me, ended up being a serious stressor and last night was really not a good night.
It doens't help that I've no idea what's triggered it. I have a few ideas - I'm probably still stressed about the situation at work with my contract, and I know I got off my med schedule while I was off work. I don't have my routine, my meds still get taken but the timing gets SCREWED.
I've had a lazy morning. I'm curled up in my chair, under my blankie, listening to music and reading fic. It's been... kinda perfect actually and I feel calmer than I did when I woke up. I DO need to clean/tidy but I think my new plan is to continue to chill this afternoon, then get on with the housework tomorrow.
but then I discovered something with the cash count that could be an epic problem and, even though it's actually nothing to do with me, ended up being a serious stressor and last night was really not a good night.
It doens't help that I've no idea what's triggered it. I have a few ideas - I'm probably still stressed about the situation at work with my contract, and I know I got off my med schedule while I was off work. I don't have my routine, my meds still get taken but the timing gets SCREWED.
I've had a lazy morning. I'm curled up in my chair, under my blankie, listening to music and reading fic. It's been... kinda perfect actually and I feel calmer than I did when I woke up. I DO need to clean/tidy but I think my new plan is to continue to chill this afternoon, then get on with the housework tomorrow.