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The last couple of days have had some semblance of balance. I'm not at 'normal' levels of llama-ness but there's a definite sense of calm, even if I'm aware I'm... standing on the top of a see-saw, for lack of a better description.
I slept for the best part of 15 hours Saturday night and God but that felt good. I took a complete mental health weekend, and spent Saturday watching Sanctuary S4 and Sunday watching Criminal Minds S7. I did a little laundry, I ate a lot of crap and I went for a walk in the snow. And yes, I feel better for it.
Even work said I seemed better
Today, it wasn't as hard to get up and showered, but I still couldn't motivate myself for breakfast. I did manage to get comfortably into a pair of trousers I haven't been able to wear for about two years, and one of my favourite tops is now too big - so equal parts yay and boo.
I've got a recipe for a vegetable pasta soup pot thingy I want to try. I'm looking forward to getting back to the gym.
My friends are awesome, incredible people. And I love you all.
I slept for the best part of 15 hours Saturday night and God but that felt good. I took a complete mental health weekend, and spent Saturday watching Sanctuary S4 and Sunday watching Criminal Minds S7. I did a little laundry, I ate a lot of crap and I went for a walk in the snow. And yes, I feel better for it.
Even work said I seemed better
Today, it wasn't as hard to get up and showered, but I still couldn't motivate myself for breakfast. I did manage to get comfortably into a pair of trousers I haven't been able to wear for about two years, and one of my favourite tops is now too big - so equal parts yay and boo.
I've got a recipe for a vegetable pasta soup pot thingy I want to try. I'm looking forward to getting back to the gym.
My friends are awesome, incredible people. And I love you all.