i guess i do care.
i'm not prepared for my friends to leave. my initial reaction was to try and replace them. and i feel bad. because i can't replace them. i'm happy with so few of my relationships right now. it's really getting hard to pretend like everything is ok. it isnt. and i wish i knew what to say or do, but i dont.
school- youre two weeks away. or so i hear form everyone that keeps saying and typing it in their online journals. i wish i could make it through the day without hearing about school.
this weekend im going to visit colleges. the reality of college in one year hasnt hit me yet. im really afraid of the moments when it does.
other friends- i hope its not too late.
things have changed so much over the past have a year. those were the days.
concerns: (beginning of summer)people----------> school(now)
there is so much left.
school- youre two weeks away. or so i hear form everyone that keeps saying and typing it in their online journals. i wish i could make it through the day without hearing about school.
this weekend im going to visit colleges. the reality of college in one year hasnt hit me yet. im really afraid of the moments when it does.
other friends- i hope its not too late.
things have changed so much over the past have a year. those were the days.
concerns: (beginning of summer)people----------> school(now)
there is so much left.