screw you world
damn everyone to hell! it really is a dog eat dog world, no matter what anyone will ever say. even the two most closest friends will one day have to fight for survival, and survival in this world means money. who ever has it is surviving the best. every day of our lives is a damn reality tv show where our wits are put to the test and we need to come out on top and beware of stupid mistakes. i easily lost about a grand within a month because of my stupid mistakes. everything in this world exists to take our money. its ridiculous. we are able to spend billions of dollars on a war that an SLD kid might have conjured up, and yet i am always on the razors edge, trying to make ends meet and whatnot. i am not cold to anyone and i could never charge my friends a fee to look at me or talk to me or just live. but there are dumbass companies that rake in billions by doing just that. men in this world are selling their dead grandmother's carcass and their souls along with it to make a quick mill. why am i charged money to breath the free air or drink the free water. soon enough, i wouldn't be surprised that i might be charged just to use my eyes, oh wait, that is already happening. i saw damn it all. if i had the right and the will, i would personally start burning down every credit card company building and then i'd move onto the insurance companies. ESPECIALLY the insurance companies! those fuckers are bleeding use almost more dry than the god awful government of democracy. thank god for the good ol' U S of A. only we can have the balls great enough to call our country a free country and let have insurance companies scam our very own military. what a disgusting country. our economy is also for shit, thanks to very cheap labor found in any other given country. other countries are totally spitting in our faces and all we can do is hope to god our president pushes the button to send us to nuclear hell. anyhoo, i hope everyone dies a miserable death for all the shit we cause eachother. oh yea, another quick little diddy: check this on for size. i have been tested many times and have come out on top as a genius. i like to think that i have the capability to think on a very high level. that being the case, unless im rich, i will never make anything of it. of course, the library is free and all and i can read very well, but the library is very very VERY limited in its resources and i will learn very little in value from the library. so, i am at the level of, lets say, an ivy league school. thank god it costs about two arms and a leg to get in. i may be smart as hell, but there is no way i'd ever pay that much just so i can increase my knowledge. i can stay at par with those fuckers well enough for free. so, another wonderful aspect of our ever wonderful country. higher education is only for the rich and the rich are the ones who pretty much have their hands around everyone else's balls, so why th hell not. now, communism doesn't sound like such a bad idea fter all. only those who make money hand over fist would be against THAT idea. because we'd all be equally the same. or course, if it was just a tiny bit augmented, then we'd be more free than now, i believe. only those who actually deserve more credit should get more credit. insurance companies should be for the dogs. like anyone is really saved by an insurance company anyway. they are almost always screwing us, and yet its illegal not to have insurance. what kind of fucked up bullshit is that!?!? our own government is giving us a helping hand in bending over and getting bullshit crammed at us from all ends. we are getting totally raped by everything and everyone, and all we can do is just hope that it doesn't get any worse and maybe we can still live in peace. the land of the free is more like the land of the controlled. it sounds like dumb revolutionary stuff, but if you actually sit down and think about it for about 5 minutes, you can see what im saying. its so pathetic and disgusting especially when you have the few who whole heartedly believe we are set in the right direction and that there is nothing to fear but fear itself. taht kind of mentality is what is keeping us in our deprived state. our country is being ruled by millions of morons instead of one genius. and to make it more histerical, our country is being run by millions of ignorants instead of one knowledgeable person. we can be lied to and swayed so easily, we have no choice but to pretend we are free and pretend taht everything is alright. any naw sayer will argue that i am totally wrong and im making it all up. maybe i'm dillusional. maybe so, but is it really necessary to work 40 ours a week just so you can drive a car? what part of living free is that? i have to work so i can work more. i have to work to payy for my expensive car insurance and car payment so i can drive to work to pay for my expensive car payment and car insurance. and then maybe i can work my way up so i can get a cell phone and a house, so i can sleep well at night for the next day when i have to work so i can pay for it all. we're free when we are dead. maybe th true geniuses are the ones raping us blindly and getting away scott free. maybe that's the true american dream. sell useless shit to millions of idiots. why waste your time with the politics when its so much easier just to make friendss with the politics and abuse it. fuck it, true happiness for me would be to make movies and live with my girlfriend. evita is the only true happiness right now for me, and thank god she's not a dumbass slut like all the girls i have ever known. i was born for the purpose of either showing everyone the way or making them my personal carpet to walk on. one way or another, people will learn.