Ramblin Man
Well here we go again, Fighting blocking out all this pain
Why is it always me that feels this way, Why wont it all just go away
I once was a man who cared, I once was a man who would even dare
Now i sit here and empty shell, Living daily in my own Hell
Ive made many mistakes, For this I live on my own stakes
Some have seen me cry, Some have seen me want to die
Ive had my finger on the trigger crying out for the pain to stop
I should have dropped the hammer only thne my pain would be mopped
Im very sorry to those ive hurt, Now i have to live w my own dirt
Fighting pleading barely breathing
Sitting thinking slowly sinking
Why why is it me
Why cant i be free
Ive paid my dues now its time to be me
Fuck you all for who ive tried
Im not the man who sits here and wants to die
I am the man behide these eyes
I am the man who wants to break down and cry
To see your face to touch your skin
Make my life feel like im livin in sin
Now go and make a life of your own
Ive let this heart harden and turn to stone
To be free?? It is nothing but a myth to me
Happiness is nothin but a underlying cause
I should sit here and put my life on pause
I want you I need you
All I have is thsi old worn out shoe
Goodbye to all and to all a good life
I will sit here and deal w my own regrets and strife
Love you all who can relate
Chris to the capitol D
Why is it always me that feels this way, Why wont it all just go away
I once was a man who cared, I once was a man who would even dare
Now i sit here and empty shell, Living daily in my own Hell
Ive made many mistakes, For this I live on my own stakes
Some have seen me cry, Some have seen me want to die
Ive had my finger on the trigger crying out for the pain to stop
I should have dropped the hammer only thne my pain would be mopped
Im very sorry to those ive hurt, Now i have to live w my own dirt
Fighting pleading barely breathing
Sitting thinking slowly sinking
Why why is it me
Why cant i be free
Ive paid my dues now its time to be me
Fuck you all for who ive tried
Im not the man who sits here and wants to die
I am the man behide these eyes
I am the man who wants to break down and cry
To see your face to touch your skin
Make my life feel like im livin in sin
Now go and make a life of your own
Ive let this heart harden and turn to stone
To be free?? It is nothing but a myth to me
Happiness is nothin but a underlying cause
I should sit here and put my life on pause
I want you I need you
All I have is thsi old worn out shoe
Goodbye to all and to all a good life
I will sit here and deal w my own regrets and strife
Love you all who can relate
Chris to the capitol D