Perhaps it's me, but I feel it's you two.
Okay, I get it. Maybe it's me. However, given the timing and stuff, I doubt it's just me. See, we used to have amazing plots and we'd RP all night long. Same with you, M. Both you and N were amazing RP partners, and we'd be able to have loads of fun and we'd start at about 5 PM, then look up hours later and it's 2 AM. This was around Christmas.
But then--then--you two started going out. It was hard enough that before that you two paired up all your characters pretty much automatically, so I'm left scrambling trying to figure out where the hell my characters fit in if I want any semblance of romance in my characters' futures. I'm pretty much left with... Whoever isn't paired up between you two (which is always the ones who're actually compatible with my mains and then we end up with a mess with my characters). I get it, you like those couples, but it's really goddamn annoying when you ALWAYS PAIR UP THE SAME CHARACTERS IN EVERY UNIVERSE. Hell, even when I start the universe, you two auto-pair your characters and I'm left with whoever else is left, which is usually someone who ends up being more a brother or sister or parental figure to my character thus messing up the love life I'd like to be normal for once.
But then--then--when you actually started going out, I noticed that, suddenly, you two can RP all night. But, suddenly, I can't. Now, I'd assume this is me, except this happened right around the same time you two started dating. And the only reason I don't bring it up is because I used to have a crush on you, N. And you know it. So if I brought it up, I'm afraid you'd both turn on me and say I'm just jealous of you guys having a relationship (even though I've moved on). But no, I get it. You guys love each other. I don't mind that, I'm happy for you.
What I do mind is that, suddenly, we can't keep a plot going with me for more than five minutes. Maybe twenty, maybe. I know you guys know, and while I have writer's block on my actual stories, RPing seems to be the only thing I can possibly keep going (which I only know because I can RP for hours with other people just like before you guys got together). But I'm feeling neglected and lost and like you guys don't want me around anymore. And if you don't, just TELL me instead of just RPing with each other. And especially don't say you MISS RPing with me then babbling on and on about the plots you have in the other MSN window with your girlfriend.
I'm getting tired of it, and if you two weren't great friends outside of RP--the kind who cry with me when I'm feeling depressed for no reason other than it's what friends do, and who would pick up at a moment's notice to try and see me 'cause something bad happened--I'd bring this up to you. I'm a coward, I get it, but I've been subtly dropping hints about it and I'm pretty sure you've gotten the message about now.
I've had one too many headaches because of the pairing thing turning on its head because the characters aren't compatible in the romantic way but you've already paired off every single character who IS compatible with him with your girlfriend's characters (this for both of you). I'm also tired of being pretty much left on my own because you can't bother to RP out the plots. I'm also damn tired of my main boy being kidnapped over and fucking over because it's all you can seem to get into.
Please. Just, either tell me you're done with RPing with me or develop a world beyond each other.
But then--then--you two started going out. It was hard enough that before that you two paired up all your characters pretty much automatically, so I'm left scrambling trying to figure out where the hell my characters fit in if I want any semblance of romance in my characters' futures. I'm pretty much left with... Whoever isn't paired up between you two (which is always the ones who're actually compatible with my mains and then we end up with a mess with my characters). I get it, you like those couples, but it's really goddamn annoying when you ALWAYS PAIR UP THE SAME CHARACTERS IN EVERY UNIVERSE. Hell, even when I start the universe, you two auto-pair your characters and I'm left with whoever else is left, which is usually someone who ends up being more a brother or sister or parental figure to my character thus messing up the love life I'd like to be normal for once.
But then--then--when you actually started going out, I noticed that, suddenly, you two can RP all night. But, suddenly, I can't. Now, I'd assume this is me, except this happened right around the same time you two started dating. And the only reason I don't bring it up is because I used to have a crush on you, N. And you know it. So if I brought it up, I'm afraid you'd both turn on me and say I'm just jealous of you guys having a relationship (even though I've moved on). But no, I get it. You guys love each other. I don't mind that, I'm happy for you.
What I do mind is that, suddenly, we can't keep a plot going with me for more than five minutes. Maybe twenty, maybe. I know you guys know, and while I have writer's block on my actual stories, RPing seems to be the only thing I can possibly keep going (which I only know because I can RP for hours with other people just like before you guys got together). But I'm feeling neglected and lost and like you guys don't want me around anymore. And if you don't, just TELL me instead of just RPing with each other. And especially don't say you MISS RPing with me then babbling on and on about the plots you have in the other MSN window with your girlfriend.
I'm getting tired of it, and if you two weren't great friends outside of RP--the kind who cry with me when I'm feeling depressed for no reason other than it's what friends do, and who would pick up at a moment's notice to try and see me 'cause something bad happened--I'd bring this up to you. I'm a coward, I get it, but I've been subtly dropping hints about it and I'm pretty sure you've gotten the message about now.
I've had one too many headaches because of the pairing thing turning on its head because the characters aren't compatible in the romantic way but you've already paired off every single character who IS compatible with him with your girlfriend's characters (this for both of you). I'm also tired of being pretty much left on my own because you can't bother to RP out the plots. I'm also damn tired of my main boy being kidnapped over and fucking over because it's all you can seem to get into.
Please. Just, either tell me you're done with RPing with me or develop a world beyond each other.