I can't breathe through my nose...
*sigh* Today is an I'm-sick-there's-nothing-to-do-and-nobody-likes-me sort of day. God my sister gave me this nasty fuckin cold owww this is like really painful my throat is killing me. School is a massive waste of life... I mean you work hard in school to get into a good college then you work hard in college to get a good job so you can make enough money to live off of. And then you work your ass off until you retire and then you're finally free but at that point your old and can't do anything so you basically sit around and wait to die. And of course all along the way you do one meaningless task after the other and if you're like me you complain every step of the way and are miserable. God I think I lost my diary too... I've written in it since I was like eleven or something and now erlinda put it god knows where and I can't really ask her because she always gets all grr and accuses me. Urrr dont keep reading if you're getting annoying... nobody ever said you have to read it. God I'm such a fuckin failure. Why do I even try right? Like today I tried to practice piano and I failed massively. I mean thats supposed to be the thing I'm good at... I don't understand... man I have to stop taking my medicine I hate this so much and I hate being bitchy like this... and every time I write it in here too like I'm complaining to all of you and it's really not fair considering you all probably have problems of your own to deal with and don't have time for my crap..... *sigh* ok ignore me and I'd appreciate it if you would lay off on any critisisms you may be thinking at the moment... I'm really not in the mood... thank you....