Old habits die hard
Almost forgot that 1 of my resolutions was to try and keep up to date with a diary or journal. Mostly not much happens in my life. I still am clueless as to what I want to have a career in, and don't really find much passion in a lot of things. Doesn't that sound super sad? I mean I love reading, watching movies, hanging out with friends and family.. I used to really be into taking photos, but that stopped after my camera went weirdo on me. Also it doesn't help that I'm still socially awkward. It may seem like I'm good around people and groups, but really most of the time I'm quite quiet and very observant of everything. It's not that I'm thinking "oh, what do they think of me, am I weird?" it's more of a "I'm not really quite sure what to say. This doesn't interest me much. Blah" I really do suffer from social anxiety still, and half the time I don't really care to try and overcome it.
Aside from all that sad sounding stuff, I really am quite content with my life. I have all the basics down, job[s], food, car, place to live, beau, family, not sick [although i am chubby], have a small group of friends. No drama in my life either unless you count money, but everyone has money troubles.
Hmm, this post seems to not be going anywhere. Guess I'll end it with loving this spring weather, finally got to eat at Jus'Mac restaurant, it was deeelicious!! Also, next month I'm finally going to see a Cirque de Soleil performance with really good friends, so I'm psyched about that :)
Aside from all that sad sounding stuff, I really am quite content with my life. I have all the basics down, job[s], food, car, place to live, beau, family, not sick [although i am chubby], have a small group of friends. No drama in my life either unless you count money, but everyone has money troubles.
Hmm, this post seems to not be going anywhere. Guess I'll end it with loving this spring weather, finally got to eat at Jus'Mac restaurant, it was deeelicious!! Also, next month I'm finally going to see a Cirque de Soleil performance with really good friends, so I'm psyched about that :)