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i am so fucking busy with work these days that it actually makes me mad sometimes
like, i can feel it crowding against the inside of my skull
because i am apparently the hulk, but i mean, come on, we all knew that already.
anyway, i haven't been sleeping or eating much, mostly just chugging water, coffee, and meal replacement shakes that top out at roughly 90 calories. my body has responded by making me drop slightly under 4 pounds a day and you can literally trace my ribcage and sternum. i have the collarbones of a concentration camp victim. i try to eat at least one real meal per day which is usually just rice and vegetables but is better than meal replacement shakes. i sleep maybe 3 hours a day? it's not a good amount, i know that. i tend to drop off really suddenly for an hour or two though so maybe it's closer to 6 hours a day which isn't...terrible...
ah who am i kidding. i am so incredibly unhealthy.
anyway i've been reaching out to some game devs to talk about doing interviews and help promo their stuff. smallscale stuff, like the kind that shows up on kickstarters, but let's face it they've got all the cool shit.
like, i can feel it crowding against the inside of my skull
because i am apparently the hulk, but i mean, come on, we all knew that already.
anyway, i haven't been sleeping or eating much, mostly just chugging water, coffee, and meal replacement shakes that top out at roughly 90 calories. my body has responded by making me drop slightly under 4 pounds a day and you can literally trace my ribcage and sternum. i have the collarbones of a concentration camp victim. i try to eat at least one real meal per day which is usually just rice and vegetables but is better than meal replacement shakes. i sleep maybe 3 hours a day? it's not a good amount, i know that. i tend to drop off really suddenly for an hour or two though so maybe it's closer to 6 hours a day which isn't...terrible...
ah who am i kidding. i am so incredibly unhealthy.
anyway i've been reaching out to some game devs to talk about doing interviews and help promo their stuff. smallscale stuff, like the kind that shows up on kickstarters, but let's face it they've got all the cool shit.