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This is the worst feeling. Losing a bestfriend. Fuck i miss her and i want her home. Her not being here makes me sick to my stomach. I catch myself wondering what shes doing then i remember that shes at basic. 9 weeks is so fucking long. Wow im not handling this as well as i thought i was going to. I just want her home.
Driving is the worst. Every CD i own she made for when we went driving around. I hate driving cuz she always drove my car. i cant dip cuz she was the one i started with. Pictures make me tear up every recent thought and memorty has her in it. I hate this shit. I may seem strong but im not. She would fuckin kill me if she saw me like this. I love her and miss her and wish her the best of luck.
Driving is the worst. Every CD i own she made for when we went driving around. I hate driving cuz she always drove my car. i cant dip cuz she was the one i started with. Pictures make me tear up every recent thought and memorty has her in it. I hate this shit. I may seem strong but im not. She would fuckin kill me if she saw me like this. I love her and miss her and wish her the best of luck.