LJ's changed since my last update

[back_in_the_day]

When it comes to relationships I feel like I don't want to settle for anything that isn't extraordinary. If the person doesn't sweep me off my feet, then what's the point? I know that you can learn something from every person you meet, but there are so many people in this world. I don't want to waste my time with people who don't captivate me. If it's not someone who I am constantly thinking about then I am settling. I want to meet that person who I have an instant connection with. Sometimes I am so jealous that you've met that person, and that you've experienced that. Dating can be so stupid, because it's like where do you draw the line? I like meeting new people, but I just want to meet that person. I want someone to fill my head all day long and drive me crazy just by thinking about them. Maybe that sounds crazy. I don't remember the last time I've even had that big of a crush on anyone. I know this is out of my control.

Right now I don't even want to be in a relationship, at least that's what I say. I guess what I really mean is that I don't want to settle. I don't want to be in a relationship just to be in one, as easy as that would be. Well I guess I'll just have to see what happens, and keep my eyes open. But I know things always happen when you least expect it...