Jan 18, 2005 16:22
*sigh of relief*
not a bad day. i finally have overcome the stress of my World Literature essay. My fingers are crossed.
There's something seriously wrong with me, and I want to fix it. But the question is: What is wrong?
My attitude, maybe. I feel like I'm always tired.
Or maybe it's because I feel like I can finally breathe. Jacob's been following me around lately, and I finally summoned up the courage to tell that I need my space... that I need some time alone... and that he doesn't need to follow me everywhere.
Sometimes Jacob feels like a chokehold. I feel like a dog on a leash when I am with him sometimes. I appreciate the thought that he looks out after me, but God, enough is enough. He's not even my boyfriend. He's just my best friend.
Enough for now. I'm tired.
<3 *cough cough*