HOW COME THE COOLEST FUCKING PEOPLE ALWAYS GET THE MOST FUCKED UP? THEY SAY ARTISTS TEMPERMENTS ARE FRAGILE AND SHIT, BUT
SUSANNA_j HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG. STRONGER THAN ALOT OF FUCKING PEOPLE.
BUT NOT NOW. NOW SHE'S JUST SAD. NOT FUCKING DESPONDENT OR COMATOSE OR ANY OVERLY DRAMATIC SHIT, BUT JUST FUCKING SAD.
COULD
YOU JUST NOT FUCKING STAND IT THAT SHE WAS STRONGER AND BRAVER THAN YOU. YOU HAD TO LULL HER BACK IN JUST TO FUCKING TEAR HER DOWN OR WHAT. I HATE FUCKING SEEING HER LIKE THIS. DO YOU EVEN CARE HOW SHE IS?
FUCK IT.
I'M GOING BACK TO BED, SHE ONLY SEEMS OKAY AT ALL WHEN I HOLD HER AND EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING.