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I KEEP FUCKING SAYING THAT EVERYTHING WOULD RUN A HELL OF A LOT SMOOTHER AND PEOPLE WOULD JUST FUCKING CHECK WITH ME BEFORE THEY DO SHIT.
I COULD TELL THEM WHEN THEY'RE DOIN SOME STUPID SHIT AND THEN STEER THEM IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
SUSANNA IS IN GERMANY OR SOME OTHER GOD FORSAKEN EUROPEAN COUNTRY, WITH DEAD BOY. I'M PISSED AND ANNOYED AND MOSTLY AT MYSELF. I SHOULDA FUCKING FLOWN OVER THERE BEFORE SHE LEFT AND REMINDED HER WHY SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO. TOO FUCKING LATE NOW.
NOT THAT SHE WON'T BE BACK. I MEAN, HELL WHO WOULD TURN THEIR BACK ON ALL THIS? NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. SO IT'LL FUCKING WORK OUT, BUT DAMN I HATE FUCKING WAITING.
NOT THAT I WON'T
I JUST FUCKING HATE IT
YEAH SO FUCKING WHAT, I LOVE HER, I'LL WAIT IF I FUCKING WANT TO. NOT LIKE I DON'T ALREADY KNOW HOW IT'S GONNA END.
I COULD TELL THEM WHEN THEY'RE DOIN SOME STUPID SHIT AND THEN STEER THEM IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
SUSANNA IS IN GERMANY OR SOME OTHER GOD FORSAKEN EUROPEAN COUNTRY, WITH DEAD BOY. I'M PISSED AND ANNOYED AND MOSTLY AT MYSELF. I SHOULDA FUCKING FLOWN OVER THERE BEFORE SHE LEFT AND REMINDED HER WHY SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO. TOO FUCKING LATE NOW.
NOT THAT SHE WON'T BE BACK. I MEAN, HELL WHO WOULD TURN THEIR BACK ON ALL THIS? NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. SO IT'LL FUCKING WORK OUT, BUT DAMN I HATE FUCKING WAITING.
NOT THAT I WON'T
I JUST FUCKING HATE IT
YEAH SO FUCKING WHAT, I LOVE HER, I'LL WAIT IF I FUCKING WANT TO. NOT LIKE I DON'T ALREADY KNOW HOW IT'S GONNA END.