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May 25, 2006 00:00

An official 33 days now until I move up to Muskoka for the summer!

Today I gained cousin number 68!!! Ariana Belanger! My cousin Derek and his wife Marcey finally had the baby.. Although.....we all thought it was going to be a boy, so they are going to have some baby shower gifts to return .. oops!

I am also well on my way to gaining cousin number 69!!  One of my most favorite cousins, Katie, is pregnant again!! and due December 20th!!! AHHHH I'm SO excited!! For those of you who have heard me mention my baby cousin Jonah, that's his mom, and he's going to be a big brother! and he's almost two now..So I should stop calling him "baby Jonah".  Oh man.. Excitedness

Also, as of 10minutes ago it is payday! Which is also exciting! I NEED the money soo badly! But I have no idea how big this paycheck is...hopefully something that will bring up my account balance a little bit.  The $8.66 that was in it today just wasn't cutting it AT ALL.

Second Place Victory

It's breathtaking to think of you,
And to learn that sometimes the only way out is through 
It's mindnumbing to think of yesterday 
I'd run to you now if i could,
But things have changed

I heard you say, it's enlightening to think of the breeze,
And to believe in things that we can't see
So here we go, let's show them how to live
Accept the pain
Always forgive 
Watch the sun go down
Learn the sound of following all that is complete

It's breathtaking to think of you
And to learn with our fate that the sky isn't as blue
It's mindnumbing to think of yesterday
We'll look toward the stars and dream that we're airplanes

I'm seriously contemplating burning it all.

I've deleted what I can... but it's the material things that are the best reminders. I want to forget you and your lies.  You wanted me out, but you're trying to stick around. I don't like that.  If you want me out I'm out. There is no half way here.  So I'm going to make it easy for you and disappear from your life.  That is, afterall, what you had liked to pretend had happened before I figured you out.  No more pretending.  This is real. I'm completely gone.  ''Friends'' won't cut it.

You shattered any hope of it. Ruined it.
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