I WANNA BE BACK IN BG!!!!
yes ladies and gentlemen i want to be back in Bowling Green?? yes i know in my last entry that i wanted to be home, but i've been here long enough, its time to go back. This place is driving me crazy!!!! i can't even think without getting yelled at ( isn't that sad??) plus the one person i thought was going to help me from going mad seems to be avoiding me...i didn't do anything i swear to god!!!! i just called to talk to him and he won't call me back....god its like 10:30 its not like he would be going to bed already...i mean this is chris we are talking about come on now...but whatever i don't care anymore...wait i do care i just don't like it when he avoids me like this....it hurts...it makes me want to cry...and to think friday was so much funny being with him.. we went to see the lights before christmas which was amazing, then to value city to look for the stupidest shit...then we drove around the Toledo area for like an hour and a half trying to find the cheapest gas station around, went to McDonalds' ( which we also had BEFORE we went to the lights *yuck*) then we decided to go to play some pool ( which i SUCK at) but before we went there we went to Meijer so he could buy himself a poolstick ( he just couldn't wait til christmas) then we went and played pool for an hour and it was actually fun, i even beat him in a couple of games...friday night made me realize something to...how much i really love that kid! he is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!! im the happiest person when i am around him..i don't know what i would do without him...i just wish that he could see things my way..but no he has to be a jackass about everything so whatever..i give up( not really but hey)
Saturday i was depressed because i hate being home, especially this room, since it seems to be no longer mine since the things that mean the most to me are now hanging up in my mother's closet thanks to my grandmother..yea my cheerleading top and graduation gown no longer hangs on my wall...my gown i don't really care about but my top is what makes me the person that i am, it was me over the past for years....i deserve the right to show it off....god i might as well take to BG with me for the spring semester...at least people will get to see it and it won't smell like mold (LOL) anyways i ended up going to see Toledo with kim and her roommate from Kent State to see the movie Spanglish...it was a good movie...then we went back to her house and hung out and talked about stupid shit ( good times, good times) woke up about 1:30 sunday afternoon and came home around 3:30...but i don't wanna talk about sunday...nothing good happened...so yea im gonna go to bed now.....i have to be to work at 8 tomorrow morning
Saturday i was depressed because i hate being home, especially this room, since it seems to be no longer mine since the things that mean the most to me are now hanging up in my mother's closet thanks to my grandmother..yea my cheerleading top and graduation gown no longer hangs on my wall...my gown i don't really care about but my top is what makes me the person that i am, it was me over the past for years....i deserve the right to show it off....god i might as well take to BG with me for the spring semester...at least people will get to see it and it won't smell like mold (LOL) anyways i ended up going to see Toledo with kim and her roommate from Kent State to see the movie Spanglish...it was a good movie...then we went back to her house and hung out and talked about stupid shit ( good times, good times) woke up about 1:30 sunday afternoon and came home around 3:30...but i don't wanna talk about sunday...nothing good happened...so yea im gonna go to bed now.....i have to be to work at 8 tomorrow morning