HoMeSiCk ;(
so i have finally come to the conclusion that i miss being home. I didn't realize it until i look and kimmy and nick's facebook profiles and realized how much i miss having them around. I mean don't get me wrong, i love being here in bg with my girls, but one can replace my friends back home. I probably would have been fine if my birthday wasn't in three days. Yea its gonna be a blast, but my birthday would be TEN TIMES BETTER if my girls were here. i don't know i feel as if the girls that are still at home feel as if i don't care about them as much as i used to, which isn't true at all. And yea kim and i email each other pretty much everyday, but its not the same. i miss the days of all our crazy shopping trips, laying out in the sun, talking about boys, our email to barnhart, lying to rod, EVERYTHING!!!!! It just isn't the same anymore. thats why i can't wait til christmas break. i get to see all my friends and just be happy. plus right now i am really confused right now. yea i love chris but there is still THAT ONE GUY that i still have feelings for. i don't want to go out with him it just wouldn't work out, and i was fine UNTIL i saw him at the game and read his profile. IS IT BAD TO SAY I MISS HIM? i hope not cause i do, a little more than i should. i don't know, there is just something about him thats gets me everytime. I am so confused right now its giving me a headache.