Wow!
It's been awhile!
I'm in trouble though! I have reached a dead end in my life! I have reached in every single direction but nobody extends a hand. Not a hand to help, not even a hand to hold!
My parents hate me. They think i'm the devil child, which granted i'm a pain in the ass but i think i'm far from the devil! I live back at home because my now ex boyfriend wigged out on me when he was still my boyfriend. The spark died that's for sure and now he's gone a little stalker-ish! Yeah, note to all guys reading this, STALKER = NOT COOL! Remember that!
To try to make my parents happy, I fill out an application to work at Yellowstone National Park cuz my mom said i should do it right?. Someone calls me from the park, asks me to work, i say sounds great and then now it's not great to mom and dad. WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE??? So I don't know.
I really want to go away from here. Save my money and go someplace warm. Stay there for the rest of my life! Call it running away, shit for all I care call it hiding, but honestly how long can one girl fight every god damn thing in her life? Someone only wants me to be happy for a little while and then they are like, "Oh, fuck you! Time to mess up your world! Let's see what stupid shit we can get you to do today?" And it never ends! Seriously!
Advice..................anyone??????????
I'm in trouble though! I have reached a dead end in my life! I have reached in every single direction but nobody extends a hand. Not a hand to help, not even a hand to hold!
My parents hate me. They think i'm the devil child, which granted i'm a pain in the ass but i think i'm far from the devil! I live back at home because my now ex boyfriend wigged out on me when he was still my boyfriend. The spark died that's for sure and now he's gone a little stalker-ish! Yeah, note to all guys reading this, STALKER = NOT COOL! Remember that!
To try to make my parents happy, I fill out an application to work at Yellowstone National Park cuz my mom said i should do it right?. Someone calls me from the park, asks me to work, i say sounds great and then now it's not great to mom and dad. WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE??? So I don't know.
I really want to go away from here. Save my money and go someplace warm. Stay there for the rest of my life! Call it running away, shit for all I care call it hiding, but honestly how long can one girl fight every god damn thing in her life? Someone only wants me to be happy for a little while and then they are like, "Oh, fuck you! Time to mess up your world! Let's see what stupid shit we can get you to do today?" And it never ends! Seriously!
Advice..................anyone??????????