losing myself
In the process of making everyone happy, making u happy, I lost myself. I am no longer happy myself. I forgot how it is like to make a decision that only selfishly conern myself than for anyone else. I'm tired of thinking for you, for everyone. Since its never enough for u, why not let's take this chance of a break, and make myself happy. Afterall I only have one life time to be happy and since u aren't the person giving me that happiness, I will be the one person that makes myself happy.
I want to find myself back, the one I lost 3 years ago. I want to grow some dignity and back bone to stand up for myself, for what's right and wrong and for making myself happy.
Right now, none of u matters, none. Only I do, in my world. I'm shutting the world up to myself for now, don't attempt to intrude because it has pricks and nobody is welcomed. My world, myself.
Loneliness may be scary, but at the very least it doesn't hurt.
I want to find myself back, the one I lost 3 years ago. I want to grow some dignity and back bone to stand up for myself, for what's right and wrong and for making myself happy.
Right now, none of u matters, none. Only I do, in my world. I'm shutting the world up to myself for now, don't attempt to intrude because it has pricks and nobody is welcomed. My world, myself.
Loneliness may be scary, but at the very least it doesn't hurt.