contentment at last.
i'm finally going back to the way i used to be. and i'm not talking about last year. i'm talking about good ol' grade 8, everyday being a good day happiness. the first day of the week was just the best way to start anything, ever. although yesterday wore on me by the end, i didn't really have anything to complain about. i love it. i don't want to jinx anything by writing about it, but it's the awesomest feeling. i've even started being nicer to people, people i never really even liked before. staying and talking to someone for half hour and basically just providing a listening ear, felt really nice to do. and i don't really hate her as much anymore.
angel thinks i had an epiphany. a life changing thought or something like that. he's very poetic every now and again. i think he may be right. one day after talking to another person i had a general dislike for, i realized that doing nice things for people never really did anything bad to me. and it's nice, and a good feeling and whatnot. and you know what, it's made me happier to be the way i was. i guess change isn't always a good thing. don't get me wrong, there are definitely parts of my personality that were changed for the better since then, but the aspects that were bad are good now.
she loves him too much. it's one thing to love someone more than they love you, but this is ridiculous.
EFFING CHRISTMAS SHOPPING FRIDAY. so excited, i've never started this early, or had this much money.
angel thinks i had an epiphany. a life changing thought or something like that. he's very poetic every now and again. i think he may be right. one day after talking to another person i had a general dislike for, i realized that doing nice things for people never really did anything bad to me. and it's nice, and a good feeling and whatnot. and you know what, it's made me happier to be the way i was. i guess change isn't always a good thing. don't get me wrong, there are definitely parts of my personality that were changed for the better since then, but the aspects that were bad are good now.
she loves him too much. it's one thing to love someone more than they love you, but this is ridiculous.
EFFING CHRISTMAS SHOPPING FRIDAY. so excited, i've never started this early, or had this much money.