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I'm so close to just screaming at everybody it's amazing. I feel like i'm at breaking point. I'm so fucking angry. I'm seeing my mom's apartment tomorrow, i'm getting out of school for an hour. I can't be there for you if you're going to do t his. I just can't. And i feel like the weakest person to say that. But i can't not be upset when you see me and i try to talk to you, and you ignore it...and then you come to me and i'm trying to be a good friend and help you. I'm almost crying from FRUSTRATION. I keep telling myself to be a good friend and ask questions and talk about it. But i'm not in the BEST place either. I can't be falling apart and holding you up at the same time. i'm sorry that i'm so mad.