Sort of Sad, but Starting to Stand
I can't get Luis off my mind...I almost hung out with that one guy, Thank God Soli gave me a reality check, and we decided it wasn't a good idea. I'd hang out with him to get my mind off of Luis, even if I'm not really interested much in a relationship, and that would be using him...sort of like what Luis did to me...I guess now I'm on the rebound huh? I started to cheer up on my way home from work today, but now I'm missing Luis again. It'd be nice if he knew he wanted to be with me, and if we were still together, that'd be nice too. But he's not ready for a relationship with me if he's still contemplating being with Sheena again. I talked to Angela today, hopefully she'll be able to cheer him up some. I miss you too Cami! I love my job by the way...and tomorrow I have senior portraits. This way I'll get to spend sometime with my family, or atleast Soli and Oma! We've been doing a lot of shopping together...it's fun to shop :)