Lots of thoughts

[babynoodle]

Honestly I miss Luis...last night I went out of my way completely (like I really just got out of the house to go to his place w/ Soli) and I made it look like I was just stopping by to drop off his sauces. He was supposed to be having a party..and since Soli and I are TYTE lol we decided we wanted to see who was attending. As it turned out it was just him and Ted at the time...I think his brother and his friend Kyle came over later too. But then they went to hang out with some sophmores, I don't think they knew exactly how old they were...but who cares right? Sadly I do...I mean right now it's a touchy subject and I'm pretty confused, all of my feelings toward him are awkward. I know I need to get over him, he doesn't know what he wants right now...and if I would wait for him I could be setting myself up for heart break. So I'm going to try to start pulling away. God helps me through everything, and I have faith that He will help me through this one. I've been talking to some friends, mostly guys, and I don't really like any of them...but talking to them may be helping. However, there is this really nice guy, and we're just brand new friends...like we barely know anything about eachother...but I'm getting to know him and he seems like a really nice guy. He loves God a lot it seems (plus plus plus), he likes the same kind of music as me, and he can dance to spanish music...if he likes coconut I'll just go crazy lol. I just don't think I should start liking him, because he too is on the rebound and still in love with a girl. Well I'm off to bed.

I hung out with my family today...we went shopping in Daytona at the flea market and at the mall. I was a smart shopper today :)