Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
what upppp i just got home from Nicks<3 and im soo tired about to go back to bed...i duno why though i got some sleep...He left for work at 7 but Jaden didn't wake up til 7:30 so we left and went to McDonalds and went home. Now he's watching Thomas and im just updating since i never do, and no else really does either! My parents went to the doctors cuz my mom has to have surgery she has to have her gall bladder out yummm....Yesterday i didnt do anything but i got a rude awakening when Jaden decides to dump ice cold sprite all over me when i was sleeping..i was PISSED and he thought it was so funny cuz i was runnin down the hall stripping my clothes off screaming haha sho0ot no one was home though...I ended up stayin at Nicks we watched the BET awards and then i didnt feel good so we went to bed but after a while i couldnt sleep so i watched Gothika in the living room and then i hear "SMOKE ENOUGH CIGARETTES?"...Nick woke up i guess he had a bad dream about me he said when he woke up to hold me i wasnt there and it was weird..and then he was being weird this morning hes like that fucked me up..i dont know what he meant but okay..after the movie Jamie called me to talk about John and other shit then at 2 i went to sleep. Tonight i might be stayin over there again too because it's, well, me and Jadens second home so that would make senseeeee! Friday we're goin out cuz we havent in like 2 weeks but we've had fun anyways...it's Shane T.'s birthday and all i have to say is Grey goose okayyy...vodka baybay even though when i was in 9th grade i almost died off it haha kate knows...went to school the next day w/ a scrape between my eyes (not knowin how it got there) n people walkin down the halls pretendin to drink sayin "lightweightttt" lolol.......oh well! Im actually happy soooooo lets see how long it takes for that to turn to shit..with my luck ooo i'd say in a couple weeks maybe? Oh and i love how Josh wont return my phone calls thats real fuckin cute when all it has to do with is Jaden bein that im gonna need help when my mom gets surgery...sickening..i even leave messages n he just...doesnt care? Well, i understand..it's probably pretty hard to reach the phone from up lauras ass..oh and hunny nick aint scared of you so quit tellin people that he's twice ur size n twice ur strength...get over urself