Make love not babies!!!!!!

[babymomasayz]

Dayummmmm i havent updated in a long ass time...but you all already know im effing in love with nicHOLASSSSSS PAONE......ive spent the night there the past 5 nights its like my 2nd house im gettin close to all his friends too its kind of cool..im goin to the beach with jam and the kids tomorrow sport my new bathin suit....wow lj is boring now..i gave into myspace so now im a myspace whoreee...not really i barely check that either but ohhhhh well me and nick are getting married after a month of dating hhehehe naw jk...we aint THAT stupid :) plus we been on and off for a year but im soooo happy..he bought me all kinds of that edible jessica simpson stuff oh sheeit...hes payin for me to get my nails done tomorrow but the deal was i have to scratch his back haha so i figured i make out pretty well..he bought me a tannin package n when that runs out hes gettin me another one and thennnnn hes like man i need to get u something and surprise u cuz i always know what he gets me i was like hell yea but im not using him for his money at all i am so in love with that kid u dont even know...He's like in love with Jaden cuz me and him spend the night there so hes getting attatched i dont know if its a good thing or what..but he was all asking me what size and kind of diapers he wears cuz he was gonna buy him some...And this morning he was late for work but i was starving so he took me and Jaden to burger king and dropped us back off at his house he's so sweet...I duno what i'd do without him! He says if we're together in a couple years he wants to like adopt Jaden awww...cuz he needs a father figure in his life yakno? Seein Josh once a week isn't doin much he's a year and a half and still doesnt really know who he is..He calls Nick dada we're like omggg because we dont even say it around him or tell him to say it or anything he just does..Im like im sorry nick but he doesn't mind..hmm..too good to be true.com much? I dont know.....I had a lovely convo in a chatroom today haha...Awww caleb loves me! haha..I miss that family...! I wasnt gonna visit cuz she lives there but its like..WHO CARES? Im like part of that family shooot...Oh wellll im going to go peace

I love nicholas!