in the words of ice cube... i gotta say, today was a good day
This weekend....I went to see corpse bride with Lugo,Zach and AJ. Kevin and his little cousins were supposed to go but the movie was sold up for the earlier time so they couldnt. I felt so bad for kevin. The kids were monsters! But yeah so the movie was fun. When i got out of the movie i had like 5 missed calls. 3 from chris and 2 from jarratt. Chris invited me to a party that he and jon were at so i headed there on my home. The party sucked but it was cool to hang out with the boys. Then i had to go get my drunk roomates and didnt get to sleep till 430 am. Well at 830 am my other roomates called and i had to go pick her up. So yeah.. that was bad. Then i went to work which was CRAZY as usual but fun. Then i went to my house and saw my parents. That was cool. I miss my dad and i can tell he misses me. I feel so bad. I hate seeing him so upset when i leave. Its sad. So then i went to chelsis house and we decided to go buy fish from petsmart and give them to our boss... So long story behind the fish but i promise, its a good one. So we picked out 3 male and 3 female guppies. They were actually beautiful fish. We bought a bowl and took them back to chelsis. They are awesome fish but one of them didnt make it through the night... that was sad. Well we then started watching dumb and dumber. Chelsi has been waiting to watch it for some time now so we rented it. Me and chelsi wanted to get drunk so chelsi started drinking screw drivers and i started drinking apple pucker.. straight outta the bottle... well im becoming an old woman becuase i seriously took 3 shots and started falling asleep. chelsi had to put me to bed. it was kinda sad. we went to work today.. it was an awesome day. work was so much fun and it took my mind off everything. I was really sad the night before because i finally talked to jarratt. I hate how we have ended up. Jarratt... the one i love, my best friend... we dont talk like we used to. its just not the same. i dont know i cant fix what i have broken and it kills me... well i went to my house after work and now i am back at my dorm... my roomates are all upset and crying because they dont feel pretty enough and whatever.. i want to crawl into a hole right now and just scream my lungs out.... this next week is going to be busy for me. i feel as though my life is playing out around me and i am just there to watch... i hate it..but i have no control.. well tomorrow i will be up in scottsdale till tuesday night...it shall be interesting