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ok i know i know i said i wasnt going to be on livejournal for a while but i had a shitty night and i cant help it... I feel like im going to explode. Today i went to work for like 9 hours straight.. and you wanna know the weird thing about it? Even though i was busy and nothing seemed to be going right, i still had fun and was happy all day long. My work friends make me happy. They like the true me. They have proved that and i love them all for it. So all day i was excited because i was going to go to my first college football game. I bought season tickets but i havent been able to go yet. I was seriously stoked and i wanted to take pictures and cheer and everything.. I dont know for some reason i was really looking forward to it. THE NIGHT SUCKED!!! well the beginning of the night did. Shana and I headed out to go to the game and met up with Leigh, Emily and Kennan at taco bell. Then we were all supposed to walk to the game. On the way the girls decided they wanted to stop at frat row so they could do some pre-gaming and get drunk. Since i was planning on going out afterwards and because i dont like drinking at random places i decided not to drink. So all 4 girls started getting trashed as i just sat there.... The guys there were assholes and the frat house was DISGUSTING! I didnt even want to be there. The girls walked around looking for hard alcohol and found none.. but started thinking they didnt even want to go to the game. WHAT THE FUCK? THAT WAS THE WHOLE FUCKING PURPOSE OF THE NIGHT! so whatever we finally leave and go to the game where we are lead to the seats by some guys kennan knows. We are then smashes between random people. I am standing sideways on a bleacher being pushed around by people i dont know and i started getting a mad headache. I told shana i was leaving and bailed out of there. I walked home from the stadium to my dorm(which is a pretty far walk) by myself. Yeah i know its not safe but i had to get outta there. On top of everything i was being discluded from the girls all night. It was like the four of them and then me. ONCE AGAIN i am made to feel like the ugly stepsister. All night it was like the four hot sorority girls(even though only 2 of them are actually sorority girls) and me, someone who they felt obliged to drag along... I think maybe i should just stop going out all together and it will solve that problem. I called chelsi as soon as i left the game and found out what was going on for tonight. She came and picked me up and we drove around and went and got coffee at coffee rush. Then we fucked with people as we were driving around. It was awesome. I love that girl. I dont think i have actually laughed that hard in a while...Lugo called us sisters today. He couldnt be more right. She is one of the only people who can actually put me in a better mood lately. So yeah i wanna have chelsis babies! Yeah so then she brought me back to the dorm which brings me to here. Im alone in my room. My suitemate has a bunch of her girlfriends(barbie-like girls) over.. They are all going out tonight. Dont get me wrong the girls are nice and all but i dont fit in with those girls. I dont think i really fit in anywhere. Now, at 11 on a saturday night i am going to go lie on the couch and watch tv till i am tired enough to go to bed.. Night all who cared the read this entire thing. I honestly dont know how you managed it.