Sooooo Confused
Ok I don't know what is wrong with me last night I cried for 1hr40mins. And I still don't TRULY understand why. I just sat here and cried. I was on cam with Kyle and Brendan, trying to stop crying so I didn't look like shit, and I couldn't. And i've gone back to hating my "body image". I don't know why, but I hate my looks. I cant stand my own body. I think of myself as "fat". I weigh 150lbs - 160lbs...and ALL day at school or anything else I suck my stomach in. Unless I have a sweater on. I hate my legs, face ect. The only thing I like about myself is my eyes. But sometimes I don't even like that. I completly hate my personality. Im so shy and quiet, an so of what people tell me mature for my age. I don't know what to think about myself anymore. I don't know how to feel. Please leave comments, or msg me your thoughts.
Love ye *muah*