Why Do I Try
Why do I try anymore. Someone please anwser me. Because Im caught with my own question. I dont know what to do anymore. I dont know how to handle it. I like Daniel, but he likes other people. And i really dont know anymore. But someone told steph they seen me with weed awhile ago. WHEN I HAVENT EVEN HAD possesion of that shit! And if that gets out then im in big shit. Why do i try, who do i try for, what do i try for...and how do i stopp trying :<..i want my old life back..:<
He loves me...he loves me not...
Love starts as an insignificant seed.
A wishful prayer,
a tiny fire,
a playful giggle,
a rosy blush,
a risky wink,
or a kindly smile.
He loves me...he loves me not...
Friendship buds.
A tender understanding,
a growing warmth,
a gentle trust.
He loves me...he loves me not...
The bud opens its first petals to a pair of
sparkling eyes
which twinkle with a new
passion.
A passion that overcomes all sense
until finally
a risky chance is
taken.
He loves me...he loves me not...
The rose opens into a
beautiful, ruby blossom.
Everything else in the world becomes
lost in a crazy, wild nonsense
a happy oblivion of exhilaration
complete and total
joy.
A sweet innocent kiss
in the moonlight
seals the mutual promises
of never-ending fidelity.
Cherish.
Honor.
Protect.
Forever...or until
The blossom wilts,
and the petals fade,
and the promises break,
but the memories
of sunlight and blue sky
remain fragrant
preserved in the petals
of sachets
stuffed in the back of your sock drawer
and your heart.