This isnt fuckin fair...

Oct 07, 2004 18:46

I fuckin hate that fuckin bitch i call mother. She doesnt think of me at all in any way. Shes makin me go to fuckin S.S.M. for christmas. When I want to be home with my friends and expecially TANNER!!!! we aint bringin him! Thtz only one part i hate. another part is tht i hav to stay at my fuckin lil cousins house..shes 10..shes soooo fuckin annoying if it wasnt for being able to go to kierstens wen i went there tht one week..i wudd been dead by now. That kid is soooooo fuckin annoying...i hate her. Shes my cousin n all but wen i went there I almost cut....cuz i NEVER had time to myself. EVER. i cant stand tht. and i cant talk to my friends. cuz they dun hav internet. n its long distance if i call. i can use my cell...if i want to but tht wastes my minutes. and i only hav so many a month. It aint fuckin fair. She doesnt think of what i want. like if i had tanner it wudnt b AS bad but it is the worst it can get..so far cuz i dun hav him. i wont b surprised if i jus flip on riley. cuz knowing me i might. im guna go insane soon! fuck all this bull shit......fuck life...screw it all..i hate everything now. nothing is going right ne more....nex thing i kno brendan n i break up..thn itz ALL over.....him n my friends n tanner r the only thingz keeping me alive....but still sumtimes i wish i wasnt...

Welcome to my life - Simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don�t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you�re bleeding

No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I�m happy
But I�m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don�t know what it�s like
What it�s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
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