Dec 11, 2004 16:20
Well, I'm not going to write about two nights ago. What's the point? When I look back to read it in the future, it'll just bring back hurtful memories. Better to preserve the good stuff.
What's good about now? I'm reading another book my Nicholas Evans called "The Smoke Jumper". I wasn't aware when I bought that book that it dealt with firefighters, not tribal people jumping over smoke! lol We don't have smoke jumpers down here! Evans writes skillfully, especially in "The Loop". Love that one.
I've been relaxing outside more often. The weather is exceptional now; brisk breeze, warm sunshine. I've also been putting time aside for my reading and writing. I'm using a thesaurus now so I can elevate my vocabulary and stuff. lol It may seem silly, but I absolutely need to write better, even though it takes me longer now.
I'm also waiting for a phone call and I don't think I'll be getting it any time soon. I need to know what's going on so I can either move on with my life or hold out for a while. *Sigh* This is all so entangled...
I just feel very lonely ... neglected, almost like I'm being avoided. All I need is a close friend, someone to talk to.
Grrrrrrr...
Forget it.