yet another heartbreak
I hate this, why me!!! i should have said something sooner, then maybe things WOULD have been different. I'd would have been happy for once in my life, I'd have the person that hopefully is the one i'm meant to spend the rest of my life with. But i've let him slip right through my fingers like grains of sand. why do i feel like someone is playing some kind of joke on me, and that sombody somewhere is laughing at the fact that I'm in so much pain. I guess i should be use to this by now, since somewhere along the way it was made perfectly clear that i was truly meant to be alone in this life.