Jan 29, 2004 22:57
He drowns in his dreams. An exsquisite extreme, I know. He's as damned as he seems, and more Heaven than a heart could hold. And if I try to save him, my whole world could cave in. It just ain't right...it just ain't right. Oh, and I don't know...I don't know what he's after...but he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter, would it be beautiful, or just a beautiful disaster? He's magical myth. As strong as what I believe. A tragedy with more damage than a soul should see. And do I try to change him? So hard not to blame him. Hold on tight...hold on tight. Oh, 'cause I don't know...I don't know what he's after...but he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter, would it be beautiful, or just a beautiful disaster? I'm lookin' for love and the logical, but he's only happy hysterical. I'm waiting for some kind of miracle...waited so long...so long. He's soft to the touch, but frayed at the ends, he breaks...He's never enough, and still he's more than I can take...Oh, 'cause I don't know...I don't know what he's after...but he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter, would it be beautiful, or just a beautiful disaster?