when is life not so painful....??

[babygirl858]

My friend has runaway from home and there is no sign of her anywhere. The stupid police aren't even looking for her. I mean, her parents have reported her missing...and it's like they could care less. How does that work.....?? I am so frustrated with the entire situation. She hasn't called me yet, and that makes me even more worried. She should've called by now. I guess she wants no one to know where she is...Well, whatever....Talked to Mikey again last night for like 3 hours. Our conversations keep getting more and more interesting by the night. I wonder what will happen with this. How much do I really even want "this" to happen?? I don't know...Whatever...I want my friend to come home and I want everything to be normal, but nothing is normal about this situation. I wish there was a way to ignore these feelings, but it runs through my mind all day in circles. I think I'm just anxious to be in love and to feel something real. I've never had such a desire to be with someone like this. I shouldn't be with all that I have going for me...but everything about this feels so right. So, what is wrong with me???????

"Have you thought about what it would be like to let yourself go and be free...just for one night...let your emotions take over and feel true love the way it's supposed to be...with me..."