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what the hell.....im a bad girlfriend im going to be a bad wife a bad mother....why am i even staying here...staying alive??? nobody wants me here..................
im the worlds worst daughter...well according to my mother...because im 17 and ive never really had my OWN life shes always known every detail and im sick of it..i need some secrets in my life....but i guess thats not allowed..she thinks i hate her and she thinks im bipolar...what the hell..ohh and shes saying my grades suck because my lowest grade is an 80.4 or something im passing but its not good enough
NOTHINGS EVER GOOD ENOUGH
josh isnt happy anymore although he tells me he is i know hes not..i dont know what to do..i love him with all of my heart and i want soo much for us to be together...but obviously i treat him like shit...i dont know what to do anymore
im soooooo close to just giving up
im the worlds worst daughter...well according to my mother...because im 17 and ive never really had my OWN life shes always known every detail and im sick of it..i need some secrets in my life....but i guess thats not allowed..she thinks i hate her and she thinks im bipolar...what the hell..ohh and shes saying my grades suck because my lowest grade is an 80.4 or something im passing but its not good enough
NOTHINGS EVER GOOD ENOUGH
josh isnt happy anymore although he tells me he is i know hes not..i dont know what to do..i love him with all of my heart and i want soo much for us to be together...but obviously i treat him like shit...i dont know what to do anymore
im soooooo close to just giving up