Hi!!
yeah i havent written in a while...ive been working, workin on my research paper and working on my relationship...ive never tried so hard to make one ( a relationship) work. my and josh have been arguing alot lately. i think alot of it has to do with him leaving in 4 months and the fact that we're alot more serious then we thought we would be so its 100 times harder then we thought. Hes gonna be gone for 5 months. hes not gonna be here for our 6 months anniversary, our 1 year, our birthdays, christmas, thanksgiving, nothing. it hurts. hes gonna try to fly me to Texas while hes in tech school. they have a hotel on base so i can stay there. i flying or driving down there with his mom for his graduation and his best friends coming in from Japan (where hes stationed for the air force to be there too). Josh is gonna try to get stationed in Charleston so he can come up here and see me but after we move in together hes gonna try to get Hawaii or just somewhere away from here. We're both really excited cause we keep talkin about how not too long from now we're gonna be pickin out furniture and all for our house...that helps take the pain away too. he keeps having dreams that im cheating on him and its breaking my heart. i know that he doesnt trust me but i also know that im just gonna have to prove to him that he has no reason not to. hes me entire world and i love him more then anything and i wouldnt do anything to jeopardize that. the 10th was our 2 months. He took me to Nagano's and we went & walked around the park then went back to his house. It was really sweet and i really enjoyed it. we had a blast at prom but we were mad at his friends cause we rode around til like 10 and was only at prom for an hour. but it was fun. After he leaves im going to look for a second job so i can save up money to pay my own way to his graduation and when he goes to tech school and so ill have stuff to keep my mind at ease some when hes gone.
Oh man, I got a sweet tooth, can you dig it After this one you gonna need a root canal Hehe I love sugar, oh man This one for all the nice, clean, decent women Lay it on me, girl Pay close attention She put that sugar (ooh), on my tongue (ooh) She's gonna (ooh), gimme gimme some sugar (ooh) Put it right there on my tongue (sweet sweet, lover lover) Oh, right there on my tongue (she turns me on, like no other) Gimme some of your butter pecan Put it right there, on the tip of my tongue Hold it, right yeah, cause baby, if I bite ya, I bet ya like it French Vanilla is a helluva flava for me With strawberries, two cherries and whipped cream The best dreams are the wet dreams And the rest is just a flick without a sex scene Orderly, I speak the truth Cause the blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice Cause Florida oranges and Georgia peaches When they nice and ripe, they the best for eatin' All southern boys be cravin' for pores An old slice of pie after they main course What they game for, I came for I gotta thang for you that I can't ignore She put that sugar on my tongue, tongue Yippie yippie yum yum Goodie goodie gum drop, put me in a tongue lock Did it till my body went numb, numb Laid her on her back, back Turn around, gave her bottom a smack, smack She's the woman from the block with the best of weave But I won't stop till I'm pullin' out tracks, tracks It was lust at first sight And she couldn’t help sayin' that she wanted to get with me And my size was just right Plus, she wanted a man with a little security Said, I been around the world twice And my name ring bells from Atlanta to Sicily Said she want it all night Put the bubbles in the tub and Ludacris in me Sweetie, you look so incredible So delicious, and so damn edible All I need is some honey and syrup And a little butter to rub down all your curves And no need for the lemonade Just a twist of lime and some grape Kool-aid Can I call you caramel Cause I'm 'bout to go coo-coo to test your Cocoa Puffs One bowl oughtta fill me up, but the milk got to be cold enough Suppertime ought of hold me up I'm 'bout to choke this up if I don't slow it up, but Honey, you look like a honey dew Eat strawberries with a whipped cream filling Top baller with the peach cobbler But a fruit platter might outta do me betta