hooly moooly
well its been an interesting couple days. Wednesday me & josh went to the mall & i got a couple applications. im just not having luck with finding a job and my mom thinks im lying about looking for one. thursday nothing really happened..it snowed,....kinda..i went & cleaned my uncles house then went to Joshs friend brians for a little bit cause he was leaving to go back to j-pan friday morning. then i took josh to his house to drop off his stuff then we came back to my house. then yesterday i gave blood ( and it freakin sucked ass & hurt reallllly bad) see i had blood drawn wednesday for a PT and it bruised well yesterday they used the same exact vein:(...then by the time they were done with fillin up the bag the had to get tubes but my vein quit pumping like it ran outta blood or sumthing so they had to use the other arm for that so now i look like a dagum heroin addict. i am never doing that again. i mean yeah it was a good thing & i saved 3 people but gah that hurt. Josh came over about 5 cause i didnt get done with the blood drive til 4. i was really dizzy & light headed all night & i kept whining cause my arm hurt!!! me & josh just laid on the couch all night then he went home about 1230. i swear i was fightin soo hard not to go to sleep and i have no idea why i was soo tired. so i went to bed right after he left. today i slept til almost 1 got up took a shower started to clean the kitchen then went to the mall to turn in my apps & josh met me up there. i took him back to his house cause his mom needed the car & my mom tried to call but my fone was in my car and his phone never rang. so she called his house & was pissed and all...when i came home she calld me down stairs to talk to me and she started yellin at me and making it like she was blaming me because she had me. so a few minutes later she told me to get out. so i left and went to joshs. well she calld me and wanted me to come home and said i had til midnight..when i got home neither one of us really felt like talkin so she went to bed but she said that she was sorry she was just angry..i dont know its confusing and getting on my nerves..