ADVENT CALENDAR - December 17th for goldbandlily
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For goldbandlily
December 17th
Character(s)/Pairing: Choutaroh/Shishido
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Title: Dirty GAME
Prompt by svgurl
Song: All In by Lifehouse
Summary: Shishido is now playing at university but he just can't play his tennis anymore. He missed his partner to give it all.
DIRTY GAME
If I go on like that, we’ll lose the game.
The coach won’t like that. I’ve been playing like rubbish for weeks now. I don’t even know why I’m still on the team. If Atobe was still my Captain he’d have get rid of me, kicking my sorry ass, a long time ago.
I’m trying my best but I just can’t play anymore. I totally lost my passion, I feel like tennis doesn’t mean anything for me anymore.
“Game!” said the referee.
I come to the bench and drink some water. I don’t want to sit, I don’t need it. I’m not tired of the game, I’m tired of playing.
The coach is talking to us, trying to knock some sense into me. My partner is barely looking at me, clearly loathing me. He is generally doing all the work. I know I should support him better than that. He is my partner after all.
When we get back on the tennis court, I immediately see him. He is sitting in the first raw looking straight at me. I haven’t seen him in months, not since I broke up with him.
How can you go to university far away from home and ask for someone to wait for you? You can’t. It wouldn’t be fair. But I do miss him, all of him. I just can’t give my new partner a chance because he isn’t him. I don’t trust him, our styles just can’t synchronize.
He and I, we were perfect. I never told him and I should have.
I feel so ashamed thinking that he saw my poor game until now, he looks furious. I just can’t lose in front of him, he wouldn’t forgive me.
My game is improving, my skills are still here and my passion is back. My game is now aggressive, like I usually play. I just can’t lose that match, not in front of him. I have to give it my best.
“Game, set and match”
I sigh, not able yet to catch my breath. I did it. We win the match.
My partner is looking at me like I grew a second head. I never played so passionately with him.
“I’m off” I say to the coach “Need a good shower”
I don’t want to stay with my teammates; I don’t want to hear their congratulations. I’ve been bullshit for weeks, just because I couldn’t solve my problems. I don’t deserve to be in the team anymore.
“Shishido san” he says in that gentle voice of his when he catches up with me as I knew he would or more likely hope he would.
I can feel my whole being tremble. His voice has always had that impact on me.
“Don’t” I answer.
I don’t know what I don’t want to hear. Him congratulating me for such a bad game, him telling me I was rubbish or worst him telling me that I’m a sore loser.
“Please, Shishido san, it’s not because you don’t love me anymore that we can’t be friends. I would love to be your friend. I still care a lot about you” he gently whispers to me.
I can feel the hair on the base of my neck standing up. My heart is beating too fast.
I just don’t remember why I thought it would be such a good idea to lie to him when I left for University, when I told him we didn’t need any bound to restrain us, any of us.
“Idiot” I whisper chewing my lips looking straight at the floor “I never said that”
“What do you mean, Shishido san?” he asks.
He looks so lost and so endearing. And if he doesn’t stop calling me like that I’m not sure I’ll be able to restrain me anymore. I missed him so fucking much!
“I never said I…” Oh, dear God! He doesn’t expect me to say it aloud?
I never told him before. Perhaps I should have.
“That you didn’t love me?” he whispers against my ear.
I can smell his light perfume and I feel so dizzy. I didn’t have sex in a really long time not since I left him. I’m a so damn idiot for leaving him in the first place! I should have been selfish and kept him all for myself!
I nod.
“So… you do love me?” he smiles that brilliant smile of his and I don’t know if I want to punch him or snog the life out of him.
“Why did you leave me then, Shishido san?” his arms are now around my waist.
I should definitely toss him away, anyone could see us here. But it feels so good. Thank to all the gods for him being such a persistent little big thing!
“I thought it’d be for better” I gulp.
“You thought we’d be able to devote ourselves to our studies and tennis?” he answers for me.
He still understands me and my wicked ways of thinking better than anyone else.
I nod.
“And you’ve done a pretty god job on your own” he teases me.
The little bastard actually teases me!
I growl.
“Awww, Shishido san, do not mind me. I missed you so much!” he tells me kissing my sweaty neck and holding me tight.
“Don’t, Choutarouh! I’m all dirty”
I don’t really try to free myself from his big body. I missed him so much.
“I still love you all dirty, Shi-shi-do san” he nibbles my ear.
I feel my checks burn and my stomach melts.
“You play dirty” I pout because my own body is betraying me as it always had.
I do need Choutaroh more than anything else, without him by my side Tennis isn’t a passion anymore, without him by my side, I’m not myself anymore.
“Okay” smiles Choutaroh “Let’s say I let you clean up and then I come to yours to dirty you all over again”
I smile for what it seems the first time in months. That is an idea that I like very much. Yeah, I'm all in for life.
♥♥♥♥♥
LYRICS
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I want it, I want it, I want it
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
And I'm all in, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in for life
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
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REQUEST : A DRABBLE FOR CHRISTMAS 2010
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Character(s)/Pairing
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Merlin
Arthur/Merlin
In the Summertime by The Rural Alberta Advantage
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17 *
goldbandlily
Prince of Tennis
Choutaroh/Shishido
All In by Lifehouse
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Hon, I really hope you'll like that little ficlet!
I'm so sorry for being so late. I did miss writing about POT. I think I'll rewatch the show soon enough!;)
I'm late! I'm so very very late TOT
I'm sorry guys because I'm so behind with My Adevnt Calendar. I'll write every stories I promise but it'll just take me a little more time. Hope you won't mind.
For goldbandlily
December 17th
Character(s)/Pairing: Choutaroh/Shishido
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Title: Dirty GAME
Prompt by svgurl
Song: All In by Lifehouse
Summary: Shishido is now playing at university but he just can't play his tennis anymore. He missed his partner to give it all.
DIRTY GAME
Click to viewIf I go on like that, we’ll lose the game.
The coach won’t like that. I’ve been playing like rubbish for weeks now. I don’t even know why I’m still on the team. If Atobe was still my Captain he’d have get rid of me, kicking my sorry ass, a long time ago.
I’m trying my best but I just can’t play anymore. I totally lost my passion, I feel like tennis doesn’t mean anything for me anymore.
“Game!” said the referee.
I come to the bench and drink some water. I don’t want to sit, I don’t need it. I’m not tired of the game, I’m tired of playing.
The coach is talking to us, trying to knock some sense into me. My partner is barely looking at me, clearly loathing me. He is generally doing all the work. I know I should support him better than that. He is my partner after all.
When we get back on the tennis court, I immediately see him. He is sitting in the first raw looking straight at me. I haven’t seen him in months, not since I broke up with him.
How can you go to university far away from home and ask for someone to wait for you? You can’t. It wouldn’t be fair. But I do miss him, all of him. I just can’t give my new partner a chance because he isn’t him. I don’t trust him, our styles just can’t synchronize.
He and I, we were perfect. I never told him and I should have.
I feel so ashamed thinking that he saw my poor game until now, he looks furious. I just can’t lose in front of him, he wouldn’t forgive me.
My game is improving, my skills are still here and my passion is back. My game is now aggressive, like I usually play. I just can’t lose that match, not in front of him. I have to give it my best.
“Game, set and match”
I sigh, not able yet to catch my breath. I did it. We win the match.
My partner is looking at me like I grew a second head. I never played so passionately with him.
“I’m off” I say to the coach “Need a good shower”
I don’t want to stay with my teammates; I don’t want to hear their congratulations. I’ve been bullshit for weeks, just because I couldn’t solve my problems. I don’t deserve to be in the team anymore.
“Shishido san” he says in that gentle voice of his when he catches up with me as I knew he would or more likely hope he would.
I can feel my whole being tremble. His voice has always had that impact on me.
“Don’t” I answer.
I don’t know what I don’t want to hear. Him congratulating me for such a bad game, him telling me I was rubbish or worst him telling me that I’m a sore loser.
“Please, Shishido san, it’s not because you don’t love me anymore that we can’t be friends. I would love to be your friend. I still care a lot about you” he gently whispers to me.
I can feel the hair on the base of my neck standing up. My heart is beating too fast.
I just don’t remember why I thought it would be such a good idea to lie to him when I left for University, when I told him we didn’t need any bound to restrain us, any of us.
“Idiot” I whisper chewing my lips looking straight at the floor “I never said that”
“What do you mean, Shishido san?” he asks.
He looks so lost and so endearing. And if he doesn’t stop calling me like that I’m not sure I’ll be able to restrain me anymore. I missed him so fucking much!
“I never said I…” Oh, dear God! He doesn’t expect me to say it aloud?
I never told him before. Perhaps I should have.
“That you didn’t love me?” he whispers against my ear.
I can smell his light perfume and I feel so dizzy. I didn’t have sex in a really long time not since I left him. I’m a so damn idiot for leaving him in the first place! I should have been selfish and kept him all for myself!
I nod.
“So… you do love me?” he smiles that brilliant smile of his and I don’t know if I want to punch him or snog the life out of him.
“Why did you leave me then, Shishido san?” his arms are now around my waist.
I should definitely toss him away, anyone could see us here. But it feels so good. Thank to all the gods for him being such a persistent little big thing!
“I thought it’d be for better” I gulp.
“You thought we’d be able to devote ourselves to our studies and tennis?” he answers for me.
He still understands me and my wicked ways of thinking better than anyone else.
I nod.
“And you’ve done a pretty god job on your own” he teases me.
The little bastard actually teases me!
I growl.
“Awww, Shishido san, do not mind me. I missed you so much!” he tells me kissing my sweaty neck and holding me tight.
“Don’t, Choutarouh! I’m all dirty”
I don’t really try to free myself from his big body. I missed him so much.
“I still love you all dirty, Shi-shi-do san” he nibbles my ear.
I feel my checks burn and my stomach melts.
“You play dirty” I pout because my own body is betraying me as it always had.
I do need Choutaroh more than anything else, without him by my side Tennis isn’t a passion anymore, without him by my side, I’m not myself anymore.
“Okay” smiles Choutaroh “Let’s say I let you clean up and then I come to yours to dirty you all over again”
I smile for what it seems the first time in months. That is an idea that I like very much. Yeah, I'm all in for life.
♥♥♥♥♥
LYRICS
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I want it, I want it, I want it
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
And I'm all in, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in for life
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Meme: Request a fanfic for CHRISTMAS!!!
REQUEST : A DRABBLE FOR CHRISTMAS 2010
Day
For
Fandom
Character(s)/Pairing
Prompt
From
16 *
ckll
Merlin
Arthur/Merlin
In the Summertime by The Rural Alberta Advantage
analineblue
17 *
goldbandlily
Prince of Tennis
Choutaroh/Shishido
All In by Lifehouse
svgurl
Hon, I really hope you'll like that little ficlet!
I'm so sorry for being so late. I did miss writing about POT. I think I'll rewatch the show soon enough!;)