My baby...
So me and my baby Clint were lying in bed last night, and he turns over and says "Baby, where do you see us in the future?" and I reply " Being together as a couple" and then he replies " So do I". You ever have that feeling that someone completes you? That you are like one person sometimes? Do you ever miss that person like alot even though you just saw them? Is it possible for two people to feel that way at the same time? Because Clint and I do. We try to spend almost everyday together, and if we can't see each other we are on the phone til like the wee hours of the morning. He makes me so happy. He brings out the best in me. And I bring out the best in him. I feel like I did when i had my first love at 18. New and fresh to it, didn't know what I was doing, but I went with it. Thats what we do. We know that what we feel is strong even though its so soon, but we don't care because it makes us happy. He thinks I am the most beautiful woman when I just wake up in the morning and I don't have make-up on me, and he likes it when I just wear tee shirt and jeans and flip flops. He loves that I look at him and smile all the time. Sometimes he will lay on my stomache and just stare up at me as he caresses my stomache. He says I have beautiful eyes and that he could get lost in them forever. And this is all coming from a manly man(but really he is a big teddy bear), but he tells me not to tell anyone that. So I kinda let the cat out of the bag. He calls during the day while he is at work just to tell me that he misses me. He told me the other day that he has been doing alot of things out of character which scares him, but at the same time he is enjoying it. I told him I feel the same way. I told him that I have had numerous heartbreaks and I try to keep my distance, but with him I just go for it. Because I don't want to miss anything. If I don't enjoy each moment I might regret it later. I feel safe in his arms. When he touches me my whole body tingles. I get butterflies still after about a month, when I know that I am going to see him. We are spending Valentine's Day together. I usually hate it and don't even want to talk about it, but we are both going all out for this one. Rose petals and candle light, etc...etc...
And whats really weird is, everyone knows that I am a flirt. Ever since I have met him, I don't feel the need to look at other guys like I did, cause I am content and I have someone that makes me happy. Everyone says that since I have met him I have been acting all weird, like really goofy and retarded. They say that I smile alot more. I told my mom about him yesterday, and she said she could tell the difference in my voice on the phone that I was happy. She said that it is about time I met someone worth while. I told her that he calls me Marie instead of Dee and she was like awwwwww...how sweet. So now she calls me that. He goes to Austin today and tomorrow for work, and he was like " Are you going to miss me baby, when I am gone?" I was like "of course I am". So he was like w"ill you call me when you get off of work baby?" See the fact that someone wants to hear my voice all the time and misses me like that makes me feel happy and appreciated. He says that the way I treat him is so special. You see I do romantic things for him like I had a candle lit bath for him waiting for him when he got off of work. I like to do things like that for him all the time. He was like I just don't understand why you have been single, I told him cause I keep meeting the wrong guys. I told him that when you go looking for love you never find it, but when you stop looking for love it finds you. Thats when I told him that I wasn't looking for it, and then by chance I met him. When we first saw each other we stopped dead in our tracks and just stared and smiled. And even though I don't like to kiss and tell. We have some of the most mind blowing sex ever...like best ever in my life. *giggles* Well I think that I have rambled enough about him so far, and I am sure you will hear more, but I had to get all this out. Cause I am so happy. Only time will tell with this, but for now I am not thinking about it and just taking it day by day. Mmmmmmmmmmm....warm feelings in my heart. Good. *Smiles and sighs*
Have a good day everyone.
And whats really weird is, everyone knows that I am a flirt. Ever since I have met him, I don't feel the need to look at other guys like I did, cause I am content and I have someone that makes me happy. Everyone says that since I have met him I have been acting all weird, like really goofy and retarded. They say that I smile alot more. I told my mom about him yesterday, and she said she could tell the difference in my voice on the phone that I was happy. She said that it is about time I met someone worth while. I told her that he calls me Marie instead of Dee and she was like awwwwww...how sweet. So now she calls me that. He goes to Austin today and tomorrow for work, and he was like " Are you going to miss me baby, when I am gone?" I was like "of course I am". So he was like w"ill you call me when you get off of work baby?" See the fact that someone wants to hear my voice all the time and misses me like that makes me feel happy and appreciated. He says that the way I treat him is so special. You see I do romantic things for him like I had a candle lit bath for him waiting for him when he got off of work. I like to do things like that for him all the time. He was like I just don't understand why you have been single, I told him cause I keep meeting the wrong guys. I told him that when you go looking for love you never find it, but when you stop looking for love it finds you. Thats when I told him that I wasn't looking for it, and then by chance I met him. When we first saw each other we stopped dead in our tracks and just stared and smiled. And even though I don't like to kiss and tell. We have some of the most mind blowing sex ever...like best ever in my life. *giggles* Well I think that I have rambled enough about him so far, and I am sure you will hear more, but I had to get all this out. Cause I am so happy. Only time will tell with this, but for now I am not thinking about it and just taking it day by day. Mmmmmmmmmmm....warm feelings in my heart. Good. *Smiles and sighs*
Have a good day everyone.