I wrote this the other day on break, thinking about him.
Written at 4:35pm. on 01/30/06
I don't want to let you down.
This angel that you think I am.
Putting me on a pedastal.
Making me feel things I've never felt before.
Shaking me to the core.
Your piercing eyes.
Like a maze in my heart.
Have I been sheltered from a world of kindness?
Your words like a pick, that tug at my heart strings.
Your touch, the touch of grace.
I could get lost in your eyes for days.
Safeness in your arms.
You are opening my eyes to a whole new world.
Teaching me how to feel.
Inspiring me to the best of my abilities.
You brush the hair out of my eyes, while you look into my eyes and smile.
I don't want to leave this place.
Keeping you in my dreams.
Like a scared child, hesitant to walk into a dark room.
I step ever so gently into your life.
I am so scared, but yet I feel that if I don't go for it... I might miss out on something.
Every little moment we share keeps getting better and better.
As we get to know each other day by day, things keep getting better and better.
Wanting you.....thinking of you...imagining the things we could be doing if I was there.
I have never experienced passion quite like this before. Intense.....Intriguing...erotic...
Dazed.....in a dream like state most of the time....I seem to be caught up on you.
But I don't mind. I am finally doing what makes me happy.
I know the cautionary signs, but I drive past and pursue to the place where I want to be, which is in your arms and lost in your eyes.
Please let this feeling stay. It is intense. This fire of yours.
These are all the thoughts that run through my mind when you ask me, but they can never quite come out like this.
Now you know when you look into my eyes....now you know what my eyes are telling you.
Maybe your eyes tell a story as well. Guess we will have to see.
Now that I leave myself naked and exposed....
Will you?
I guess we all have to take that risk.
Here goes nothing.
*Leaps into the great unknown*
This was after he wrote a song for me. I am so caught up in him. It's that weird like "infatuation stage" of two people. When they get butterflies in their stomache. We stay on the phone almost everynight from like 10:30p.m. til 3 or 4 in the morning. And we see each other almost everyday. I finally met someone I can have intelligent conversation with. Someone that brings out my creative side.
Someone that appreciates music as much as I do.
We talk about how we are so caught up in each other and it scares us both, but its that good kind of scare, the kind that you know is good for you.
It's weird...maybe I thought I knew what this felt like before, but this is different. I am happy 24/7. He brings out the best of me. Makes me feel wanted and appreciated. He likes to just lay there and stare into my eyes. We can talk for hours or just lay there and cuddle. Is this what infatuation feels like.
I am so caught up in you. And I don't mind it at all.
I don't want to let you down.
This angel that you think I am.
Putting me on a pedastal.
Making me feel things I've never felt before.
Shaking me to the core.
Your piercing eyes.
Like a maze in my heart.
Have I been sheltered from a world of kindness?
Your words like a pick, that tug at my heart strings.
Your touch, the touch of grace.
I could get lost in your eyes for days.
Safeness in your arms.
You are opening my eyes to a whole new world.
Teaching me how to feel.
Inspiring me to the best of my abilities.
You brush the hair out of my eyes, while you look into my eyes and smile.
I don't want to leave this place.
Keeping you in my dreams.
Like a scared child, hesitant to walk into a dark room.
I step ever so gently into your life.
I am so scared, but yet I feel that if I don't go for it... I might miss out on something.
Every little moment we share keeps getting better and better.
As we get to know each other day by day, things keep getting better and better.
Wanting you.....thinking of you...imagining the things we could be doing if I was there.
I have never experienced passion quite like this before. Intense.....Intriguing...erotic...
Dazed.....in a dream like state most of the time....I seem to be caught up on you.
But I don't mind. I am finally doing what makes me happy.
I know the cautionary signs, but I drive past and pursue to the place where I want to be, which is in your arms and lost in your eyes.
Please let this feeling stay. It is intense. This fire of yours.
These are all the thoughts that run through my mind when you ask me, but they can never quite come out like this.
Now you know when you look into my eyes....now you know what my eyes are telling you.
Maybe your eyes tell a story as well. Guess we will have to see.
Now that I leave myself naked and exposed....
Will you?
I guess we all have to take that risk.
Here goes nothing.
*Leaps into the great unknown*
This was after he wrote a song for me. I am so caught up in him. It's that weird like "infatuation stage" of two people. When they get butterflies in their stomache. We stay on the phone almost everynight from like 10:30p.m. til 3 or 4 in the morning. And we see each other almost everyday. I finally met someone I can have intelligent conversation with. Someone that brings out my creative side.
Someone that appreciates music as much as I do.
We talk about how we are so caught up in each other and it scares us both, but its that good kind of scare, the kind that you know is good for you.
It's weird...maybe I thought I knew what this felt like before, but this is different. I am happy 24/7. He brings out the best of me. Makes me feel wanted and appreciated. He likes to just lay there and stare into my eyes. We can talk for hours or just lay there and cuddle. Is this what infatuation feels like.
I am so caught up in you. And I don't mind it at all.