99 weeks ago
was my last entry here... May 12 2006...
that was soo long ago. My life is completely different now. But i like it better.
I have a wonderfull daughter named Kailyn Maire.. She is BEAUTIFUL!!! 7 months now.
Lets back track for an update....
I never did go to a "big" college but i did go to OCC for a year passed all my classes with a B or higher.. Im very proud of that.. I do plan on going back to school this fall... i miss school. Yes, i am one of those loser kids that likes learning, studying, and taking tests lol.
Anthony and I are still together. We aren't doing to well relationship wise lately but every relationship has its ups and downs... So we are just in a down. Thats my way of thinking about it. I love him so much! He is always there for me when i need him and is always helping with Kailyn. He is such a good daddy.
I cant really remember too much about the past right now. Only the really big things. And Kailyn i could talk about her for years i swear!
The present...
Lets get Kailyn out of the way otherwise i wont have anything to talk about lol
Kailyn as i said is 7 months old now.. Shes crawling and rolling all over the place. She has made me such a better person. She has reddish borwn hair... Slate blue eyes... and porcilin skin... its very pale but she looks like a china doll lol
I work at red lobster in waterford right next to the summit mall on telegraph.. I love it there they are sooo easy going and i make pretty good money as well. Anthony is working for G.M. making more money then i have ever known anyone to make for putting parts in boxes lol. Lucky man he is! We live in a small but cozy apartment in waterford. My mom is doing great. Zachs HUGE!!! going to be 5 years old in June. Jay well Jay is Jay lol. He should be graduating this year. Aunt Debbie and Brittany are pregnaunt. Im happy Kailyns going to have someone to play with that is closer to her age this Alyssa who is 3 years old!!!
The future...
the future is always something hard to picture, expecially right now for me because i couldn't tell you where i will be in 6 months. Anthony is either going to lose his job or be transfered to anthony plant. Hopefully he will get transferred to he can keep his job... you kno he is the bread winner and all... But i hope for the future that Anthony and i stay together and can get over this bumpy spot in the road. I hope Kailyn grows up healthy and happy. I hope i can go back to school and get a good paying job like one where i have to dress up everyday hehe. i am such a loser. I hope everything stays good in gods hands
The regrets...
I bet you are probably thinking i was going to put Kailyn under this box too but im not. She helped me grow up. If it wasn't for her i would probably be drinking everyday and not be doing anything in my life. But now because of her i want to be better... make her proud of what her mom has become. I do on the other hard regret that i didn't take more classes while i had the chance... its my second year of college and i only have 16 credits... i would have more but i dropped 2 classes last spring semester because i was soo tired and had morning sickness more then half way through the semester ya kno... it sucked.I would say having somthing so stupid being my only regret in almost two years that im doing pretty good right now!
Well thats my lil update on my life... not to much but enough for you to kno i am still alive! lol