it has....
been a while....
Im not going to Eastern anymore... i cant affod it like at all... so i am just going to go to OCC for the first 2 years and then transfer to like a "big" college... i kinda depresses me because i really wanted to get away from here... but at the same time i feel relaxed because i know i have time and im not like being pressured to go there anymore....
Its F'in freezing out side today!!!!
you know when like something happens and its not that big of a deal but it makes you think somethings going on..... i hate that cuz you never want to assume cuz if it was true it would hurt but you want to say something cuz you are hurting anyways.... F that stuff
I haven't been to an AA meeting in forever... i really believe that shit really does like work cuz im like falling down... i haven't drank but i really would like to... i have had the opportunity but i never go for it cuz i am toooo scared to get caught again... i can barely afford anything anymore... like i have enough for cigarettes and gas sometimes... thats about it.... i liked AA to because you know your supported by people who have been in your position... and i cant really talk to anyone who i am around cuz none of them know what i am tryin to say....
<<<<< downward spiral >>>>>>
Im not going to Eastern anymore... i cant affod it like at all... so i am just going to go to OCC for the first 2 years and then transfer to like a "big" college... i kinda depresses me because i really wanted to get away from here... but at the same time i feel relaxed because i know i have time and im not like being pressured to go there anymore....
Its F'in freezing out side today!!!!
you know when like something happens and its not that big of a deal but it makes you think somethings going on..... i hate that cuz you never want to assume cuz if it was true it would hurt but you want to say something cuz you are hurting anyways.... F that stuff
I haven't been to an AA meeting in forever... i really believe that shit really does like work cuz im like falling down... i haven't drank but i really would like to... i have had the opportunity but i never go for it cuz i am toooo scared to get caught again... i can barely afford anything anymore... like i have enough for cigarettes and gas sometimes... thats about it.... i liked AA to because you know your supported by people who have been in your position... and i cant really talk to anyone who i am around cuz none of them know what i am tryin to say....
<<<<< downward spiral >>>>>>