more dreams
In my dream I was sorting through some boxes of stuff from my childhood and I found a small black box with a lid on it. Inside the box was my favorite dead hamster, now so decayed and mummified that it looked like a sleeping hamster cat toy. There were also some pieces of a broken bracelet of my mother's. I called Kim and Julia over to look at my old hamster, I picked it up and said, "Even as I'm holding it I can still feel her scratchy feet tickling my hands." Then the hamster moved and seemed to swell as she opened her eyes and came back to life! It freaked me out so much that I tossed it (along with the rest of the stuff in the box) off to the side. Once I calmed down I picked up the aged hamster and now watched it wither and die again. I put it back in the box and started to pick up the pieces of my mom's bracelet. It had very colorful faux stones linked together but was in several pieces so I picked them all up and held them in the palm of my hand. When I had picked them all up I opened my hand and the bracelet was no longer broken but all in one piece!
I woke up from that dream, gave my head a shake and went back to sleep thinking about Abby. Then I dreamed that I gave birth to this baby and she looked *exactly* like Abby, right down to the crown of fuzzy blond hair and chubby cheeks. I kept looking at Jack and saying "How could it be Abby again? Could it be?" I was very distraught and confused.
I'm just happy that the dreams are over and I'm awake now. Back to reality. Another cold day at home with Kim and Julia, washing sheets and buying groceries.