My Life...
So Im not too sure when this all started going down hill...but I feel like Im falling off a cliff right now and NO ONE cares. Since when did my life turn into a big episode of Laguna Beach?
It's one thing to not like someone and talk shit about someone, but then to try and drag the whole school with you is another. Im so sick of all this. I got everything out that I had to say to your face and unlike other people after that, Im able to LET IT GO!! I thought my Senior year was going to be fun...
All this is sooo immature and a waste of my time. I miss last year. I never thought I'd say that, but I do. I especially miss Sophomore year tho. I miss people like Marilyn and Carly being at our school. They were real. I miss the friendships I use to have. Theres a certain person who knows exactly wut Im talking about. We use to be best friends, oh well, I guess. We use to hang out everyday after school, tell eachother everything and anything, laugh till we couldnt anymore, cry with eachother just because. When you felt left out I went out of my way to make you apart of MY group of friends and how do you repay me? Go out of your way with MY friends and intentionally make me feel left out.
I feel like I've been replaced. I look at all the people I use to talk to and hang out with and they dont even look at me anymore. If it wasnt for cheerleading and scholarships for school I'd be back in Ohio to finish off my last school year the right way with people that actually enjoy my presence.
I havent smiled a real smile or laughed a real laugh in so long. I feel like Im getting deeper and deeper and I cant bring myself back up...
It's one thing to not like someone and talk shit about someone, but then to try and drag the whole school with you is another. Im so sick of all this. I got everything out that I had to say to your face and unlike other people after that, Im able to LET IT GO!! I thought my Senior year was going to be fun...
All this is sooo immature and a waste of my time. I miss last year. I never thought I'd say that, but I do. I especially miss Sophomore year tho. I miss people like Marilyn and Carly being at our school. They were real. I miss the friendships I use to have. Theres a certain person who knows exactly wut Im talking about. We use to be best friends, oh well, I guess. We use to hang out everyday after school, tell eachother everything and anything, laugh till we couldnt anymore, cry with eachother just because. When you felt left out I went out of my way to make you apart of MY group of friends and how do you repay me? Go out of your way with MY friends and intentionally make me feel left out.
I feel like I've been replaced. I look at all the people I use to talk to and hang out with and they dont even look at me anymore. If it wasnt for cheerleading and scholarships for school I'd be back in Ohio to finish off my last school year the right way with people that actually enjoy my presence.
I havent smiled a real smile or laughed a real laugh in so long. I feel like Im getting deeper and deeper and I cant bring myself back up...