Disappointed...
Lately I've been so disappointed. I'm over being pissed, and I'm over being upset...but everything kinda sucks right now. I'm sooo disappointed in this school year. All they focus on is all the RULES!! I thought they were suppost to be "goals" anyways! Well im glad were not having Field Day(let alone homecoming week is only *3* days this year), and I'm glad they took all our Senior privleges away, and if we dont behave well @ the pep-rally's they are gone too. I love all that almost as much as I love all the sophomores that park in the Senior lot.
But the thing that disappoints me the most is cheerleading. Everything is so much different this year. I actually wish Ms. Amy would yell @ everybody like she did last year. Atleast everybody worked there ass's off. Now everybody is so lazy and nobody tries cuz they think they're already hot shit. I hate it. I hate leaving practice feeling like the biggest bitch cuz I try to fix wut everybody does wrong. Apparently I'm not "nice" as some people say. Sorry for caring. I think that actually makes me better that I want to help everyone and make us look good as a team instead of sitting there on my ass only worrying about where im at and that I look good. But apparently everybody else doesnt think of it that way...Ugh and I cant wait to go back and RETEACH everything to everybody cuz nobody came to summer practices. My 1st year on Varsity they didnt teach us anything at practices that they already knew like dances and cheers, it was up to us on our own time to learn them, and guess wut...I did! I thought we were gonna be so great this year...wutta a disappoinment...
But the thing that disappoints me the most is cheerleading. Everything is so much different this year. I actually wish Ms. Amy would yell @ everybody like she did last year. Atleast everybody worked there ass's off. Now everybody is so lazy and nobody tries cuz they think they're already hot shit. I hate it. I hate leaving practice feeling like the biggest bitch cuz I try to fix wut everybody does wrong. Apparently I'm not "nice" as some people say. Sorry for caring. I think that actually makes me better that I want to help everyone and make us look good as a team instead of sitting there on my ass only worrying about where im at and that I look good. But apparently everybody else doesnt think of it that way...Ugh and I cant wait to go back and RETEACH everything to everybody cuz nobody came to summer practices. My 1st year on Varsity they didnt teach us anything at practices that they already knew like dances and cheers, it was up to us on our own time to learn them, and guess wut...I did! I thought we were gonna be so great this year...wutta a disappoinment...