life, love, and the pursuit of happiness.....
I'm sitting in CC's Cyber Cafe, up in Marlette Mi... i didnt even realize I allready wrote about the accident that happened back in october..... i was pretty fucked up from the drugs so that might explain it... I've been living with my mom since it happened.. with my boyfriend Joe Mortz... even though this month will be 8 months that we've been together it feels like an eternity. There are deffinetly marriage plans in the near future... just working on saving much money as possible, and then only God knows... he started working again.. he's been off since christmas so I think it's really good that he's getting out of the house... plus it gives me some breathing room... It's really weird though that we see eachother everyday and were still not sick of eachother....
I really miss working... ALOT! Both Jobs!... the only problem with going back to work, is my insurance is paying me 80% of my pay for three years after the accident... so if I were to goback to work and not be ready... that would suck and all that gauranteed pay would go down the hole... so I have to make sure I am really ready before I go back.. If my typing sucks it's becuz I can only do it one handed now.. and I use my left index finger and thats it on my left hand.... I am up to 13 surgeries now with my arm alone... We are hoping this next one on July 5th, is the last. The doctors have told me it should be.. so I'm praying... I will be in a cast for 6 weeks following so I'm sure I wont be the very uplifting bright ray of sunshines that I've been lately (sarcastic).... I've been a mega bitch actually...
went to court with my dad lastweek and got to hear his whole trial as far as his deportation is going... they cancelled his right to stay in America and they have the right to appeal it, but his attrny is an ABSOLUTE idiot, so I dont know how well that is going to work out..... Actually I do know... its not going to happen... It really bothers me cuz I feel like since my parents got divorced this is the closest we've been and its pretty fucking depressing... Joe is the first person (guy) I have let him meet since I started dating and he actually likes him alot and wants us to be together forever.. he sees that joe makes me happy, and he's happy for me... I just wish he wanst getting kicked out of the country, and he could actually see his grand kids grow up.... :o(... anywho..... i shall write more later now that i know this place exists..but for now I'm outa here cuz my time shall run up and everything I just wrote will get deleted...
I love all...and pray for everyone...
MWUAH!
I really miss working... ALOT! Both Jobs!... the only problem with going back to work, is my insurance is paying me 80% of my pay for three years after the accident... so if I were to goback to work and not be ready... that would suck and all that gauranteed pay would go down the hole... so I have to make sure I am really ready before I go back.. If my typing sucks it's becuz I can only do it one handed now.. and I use my left index finger and thats it on my left hand.... I am up to 13 surgeries now with my arm alone... We are hoping this next one on July 5th, is the last. The doctors have told me it should be.. so I'm praying... I will be in a cast for 6 weeks following so I'm sure I wont be the very uplifting bright ray of sunshines that I've been lately (sarcastic).... I've been a mega bitch actually...
went to court with my dad lastweek and got to hear his whole trial as far as his deportation is going... they cancelled his right to stay in America and they have the right to appeal it, but his attrny is an ABSOLUTE idiot, so I dont know how well that is going to work out..... Actually I do know... its not going to happen... It really bothers me cuz I feel like since my parents got divorced this is the closest we've been and its pretty fucking depressing... Joe is the first person (guy) I have let him meet since I started dating and he actually likes him alot and wants us to be together forever.. he sees that joe makes me happy, and he's happy for me... I just wish he wanst getting kicked out of the country, and he could actually see his grand kids grow up.... :o(... anywho..... i shall write more later now that i know this place exists..but for now I'm outa here cuz my time shall run up and everything I just wrote will get deleted...
I love all...and pray for everyone...
MWUAH!