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the funny thing is, i can't seem to get away from livejournal, it is so addicting, no matter how many times, i say i going to leave it behind, i always end up typing in it. i have to much to say. live journal helps me get my feelings out. sometimes i think it is better then talking to your friends, because their is no one their to really judge you, and you don't have to worry about them not listening. i've been under alot of stress lately...i just want to get away, be happy and be free. every time things seem to get better for me, it crashes down once again. and another thing that really pisses me off is when people say they missed you over the summer, but they didn't even do shit, they aint call you, IM you or nothing, so when people say i missed you over the summer, im going to be like i aint miss you, cause you sho nuff aint miss me, i just hate that, if im not going to miss you over the summer,i won't even talk to you unless i want to get things out in the open about how much i disliked you and how much you were a bitch, or you just did something that wasn't even right. this year, im just going to be the bitch that just don't care, cause im sick of people coming to me with their problems, but they won't listen to mine, they can kiss my ass. i don't give a damn. people just don't understand, you want me to do something for you, but you won't do the same for me. it's a win, win situation. if anyone really cared about me they would talk to me over the summer, they know my screenname and im always on, so send me a message it's not that hard, but most of the girls i know are stuck up bitches who needs to go to hell. they need to know what's like not to be wealthy then they'll understand what life is really about. then they can say, i know what it is like to have not alot of money and it hurts like a bitch. then they can say what is ghetto, cause half of them don't even know what the ghetto is. they only really see it on t.v. and another thing i hate is when people try to be ghetto/gangsta and they don't even know what is or what it is like, they just assume on what it is. they just don't what is like...only if they knew....