Jul 01, 2005 23:59
me: hey
friend: hey
me: i need someone to talk to
friend: well, i'm here
friend: long time no talk btw
me: i know so tru
me: anyways, there is this guy and he is so mean to me at times, he is really jerky..and whenever i say the wrong thing he gets mad and tells me i hate you, and go to hell and shit..and then he pretends everything is all good, and he likes my friend but he likes to talk shit about her , and he asked her out and she says she hates him and stuff. and he keeps apologizing about what he did but then he ends up doing it, and he ends up lying about alot of stuff. so i tried to tell him the truth that she hates him and stuff, and maybe if you leave her alone..she'll actually be your friend but he doesn't listen to me. its like when i talk to him, it goes through one ear out the other. and i like him alot, he knows that but he still keeps talking about my friend and yet he wants her to give him a chance and but he won't give me one, so i started to block him, and not talk to him, cause he hurts me alot, and even my buddy profile is about him. is that a right thing to do, as in a good step of moving on.
me: he doesn't hurt me phsycally but emotional
friend: yeah, i understand
me: so i dunno, i kinda always end up being his friend, but i don't want to anymore, i want to move on, but it is so hard
friend: i think... that, if your trying to get away from him, do everything you can to make sure he doesn't get what he wants
friend: yeah
friend: there is no real trick to getting away
me: i know it sounds weird but he's kinda like a drug to me
friend: something you just have to endure
me: he's so addicting, cause he understands me, but yet he get's really mouthy and hurtful with his words
me: what do you mean to make sure he doesn't get what he wants
friend: like he wants you to keep talking to him and stuff? don't
friend: he wants your friend? make sure he doesn't get your friend
friend: stuff like that
friend: works for me
--------------------{ your really a good person, and a great friend, you helped me alot, i hope life goes good for you in the future, wish you luck, and all the success you may have}-----------------
my grandma died btw, i wish her all the luck crossing over. may she rest in peace. i hope she is in a better place right now. ;_;
alot of stuff isn't going to well for me lately. it always get worse before it get's better. right...
Gotta {hurt} in order to know
Fall in order to {grow}
{Lose} in order to gain
Cause most of lifes {lessons}
Are based on {pain}