Sep 30, 2004 14:43
Yesterday was the good shit & now today is the curse, the bad shit.
The highlight of the day for me was in gym class when I was I felt the range again & I j'd the hell out of this one youngin who talks soooo much shit and swears he is the best. He jumped in my face, I shot it and all you could hear was swoosh.
Chapter 2:
The Curse
Remember my aunt? the one with breast cancer? I got word yesterday that she has been in the hospital since Tuesday. She has a high fever and some infection. She keeps crying and sayin those words I never ever wanna hear a family member or friend say "I'm going to die". I'm scared now, My pops is looking for a storage place for my aunt's things. Shit is scary, She had a daughter who died decades ago but luckily her daughter had a daughter and my aunt is a grandmother. Now I'm really scared even though I used to make fun of her before she was sick. Me and Momma were about to get into a fight over sumthin stupid. I wanted to use the car but she said no and I started catching an attitude with her.
Why do motherfuckas stay swearing they know me. I mugged the shit out of this spanish dude cuz he stepped on my 8s a few weeks ago. Today he was starin at me as he passed, I was staring back and he's like wassup to me and I was silent and made one of those what the fuck you want faces. I was depressed all day long because of the shit thats happening. I'm hoping that she does not die. If she did that would restore the peace wit my family and family B cuz we are cool wit family A(family A & B hate each other). We are beefing with family B but the parents are acting weird, as if they don't know each other anymore.
EDIT 5:55pm
so yeah the girl I've been talkin to for a while calls and Jesse picks up talkin to her sayin bamma shit. Yesterday he hung up on her and last week he did too. I promise you I'm a raise hell. Thats why I hate the house fone sooo much. I'm a raise hell, I'm a just walk up to him and swing a right to his stomach because I'm mean like that.